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‚ô• Monday, February 19, 2007
4:04 PM

sometimes I dont understand. clubbing, smoking and drinking. what's the fun part of such things of the world. I may not ever understand that, because I will never do that. my life has another purpose. Doing such things are meaningless, will all that make one happy or fulfilled.perhaps it does for a night, but it can't forever. you'll just land oneself in a whole mess. messed up life. the safest place is to be in the centre of God's will. I am very certain about that. I screwed up my life when I was 13 to 14. Total screw up. It just makes me understand that I wouldn't want another screwed up life again. Staying by the side of Papa Jesus just make me safe and secure. But somehow this fact people don't understand, nor would they want it. I'm happy but yet sad. I'm happy that I've such wonderful life right now. Yet I'm sad because there's so much needs of people, some are in pain, some are ignorant, some just don't understand who God is. these things make me sad. Sometimes, till now I still can't handle it. :( why am I in such a ministry like this?