what am I thinking. www.stamp.sg Should I or should I not. Why does it comes during my exam period. It just like bad. I don't like this idea of having it at the wrong time. But seriously, I guess I just got an idea what to draw and design. Inspired from God. Alright, we'll see how. But still I got to mug for my exams.. Boo. I wished I didn't need to take exams. Design school been great. I've been drawing elephants, my sad frog , organised shoes and a light bulb. I really love design though i still is so bad at it but oh well. I love the things I do now. Studying and enjoying and scrapbooking. Just love art. In the midst of doing a scrapbook page for my sister. So that the 3 sisters can keep our childhood photos beautifully in the album. Daddy knows so much about photography and darkroom techniques of developing photos. Now it is to find a dark room and time to learn photo developing from him. I like the old way of doing things then sending it to a photo shop to develop. boo. alright. scrapbooking rocks.

check this site out -- www.madewithlove.com.sg I picked up scrapbooking from there. :)

BOO. I've been struggling from early thursday morning till this morning. I struggled with the things and 2 chunks of sentences God gave me. I wont share what it is. Because it was not meant for any of you. yup. Finally, this morning I decided to send it to the person Jesus wants me to send it to. I hope the person is fine now. Jesus told me rest assured the person is ok. I'm having very mixed feeling right now. boo. I should just trust Jesus. I know Jesus knows all things but I don't no matter how i wreck my brain I just dont. Hope it helps. the whole of yesterday was just not me. thinking of what to do. How and all. Jesus is everything so I should just and be the who I am. Not to worry or be anxious just to trust Him. Everything is in His hands. The wonderful saviour.

it's been a while. Loads of things been brushing past flying past. But God has never left me alone. He cared for me planned all the things for my days. The small details as not to be late for design class. Getting the transport here the moment I reach the bus stop and mrt station and even queuing for a burger. Really saw how God works in this life of mine. I love this life of mine. It's just about Jesus. Studying hard in school. This term is amazing we got 2 As for our projects. HRM and Blaw. It's just so amazing. So we'll just work together get the project done very well on our part.There's a lot of things running through my mind too. My mission to thailand this march. I need to raise my support now in total I still got to raise $610.It's so amazing that God provided the first 150 dollars already. There's things I worry about and I don't want to share it here and all. Just pray for me, that I will not worry but to be able to finish everything. alrightie. The photos are on my flickr. the photos of what I do in design class

I'm stressed. But I'm still fine. I'm literally dying. There's a shoot tomorrow at Temasek Poly. It's like the other end of Singapore when I'm staying at Boon Lay. Sad thing is I'm missing LM. Why? Why is I&E so stressful. It's the most relax module. Because it is just a passable module. I'm going crazy already.There's so much uncertainty. When you just get shock by loads of stuff which you can go like what. Like an instant heart attack how the place change. rants. I'm so tired. I forgot totally about doing LM publicity. Oh my goodness. Sigh. Why is school so stress.

I had design class yesterday. The whole lesson was on using DOTS. It was fine. Till when we need to hand in 6 sketches by ink on the different dots design. Which I have a trouble differentiating what I've sketched. Like is this radiation dots and whatsoever. But I guess I want to thank God for Dad supporting me in design. Like he said. I know u can do it. I was like huh. Is that coming from him. Because I know he didn't really like me to do design. Somehow, I guess the love of design has just moved him. Because it's been 6 years. I've started to fall for design since I design websites when I was 13. heh. Finally, I'm doing something I enjoy. Saturday filming is cancelled for the time being. But I never know what will happen again. Like I said it comes like a heart attack. But don't u think it is so weird that a business student doing such things.

There's one thing I never regretted is coming to polytechnic. There's so much things you'll learn things you'll do. You learn how to do things the right way. To help people and guide ppl. Organising events and doing all kinds of things. Especially presentations. I think tonight doing that PHOTO IMPOSE picture. I'm going to laugh my head off. I guess I'll do it last. I am so not going to post it anywhere. Presentation and friends just brings me through poly. Off to do a report.

I did QT in the morning. I'm so happy. It's great to start off a day! Anyway, I remembered 2 quotes.

Write your plans in pencil. Let God have the eraser.

Your life is God's gift to you. But what you become is your gift to GOD.

Yup. Sometimes you think you want to do this and that in future but you can't write it in Ink. Because God knows what He has planned. Second one, I want to become more like Jesus. Because it is my gift back to God. Though there's so much things I've got to learn. At least,these days. I face my troubles with a smile. Because, I know Jesus is there with me to walk me thru. I played my guitar this morning. I can play F#m. For goodness sake. I don't like that chord. But today. It sounded fine and I can play it. So very thankful for God being there for me. :)

I hope I pass my ECD. Pray hard for me alright.

alright. Though I fail in my ways. There's so much things that happened today. Though I have failed God in so many ways, after telling God so much so much still I thought to myself will God ever hear and answer me again. then, he told me Psalm 77:7 Will the Lord reject forever? Will he never show his favour again? He told me this verse. I was thinking God isn't a God who will do the above. Because I know God loves me. Guess a lot of things happened. I know my buddy and her sister to desire to go into a ministry. I was praying for them during worship.God answer immediately after that. So they actually came and told me their desire after the main service. So I told them I'll go talk to a.chris and u.cedric. It's been so long finally. I hope they will grow in their area of ministry.I know they will. God has blessed this family greatly with so many gifts and talents. They are so humble and true. I'm glad God gave such a precious friend to me.Through the tough times, that we had to go through. We walked through. Thousand times, we have talked abt leaving church but because of buddy. we both held on. Just want to Thank God.

Yesterday, I had my 1st mission meeting. 10 of us are going Thailand. My 1st support came in. I'm really so happy. I was praying about it yesterday. buddy prayed for me too. I am so blessed. I have not sent out any of our newsletter. For this trip, I think I learnt alot. Raising your own support for mission trip. Then, I'm in charge of prayer. For the longest time I know, I left my guitar lying there. I just don't want to touch it since June. Through loads of stuff. I didn't want to play. Guess, God just want me to bury the past and pick it up again. I really don't want to but I guess He made it such a way that I know he wants me to do it. hee. I think this mission trip will be exciting. :)

I'm really happy happy.Yesterday was my first day at Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts (nafa) so don't ask me what is nafa again.I feel really happy and relaxed. No business stress. Which is such an relieve. Facing business is no joke and not fun and boxed up. Obviously I don't quite like the course I'm in right. In design class, me and camen are the youngest. boo. I'm the youngest of the class. Didn't expect this situation but I guess. I just love the whole place. I guess the environment and all. Mac labs. Photography studios and dark room and fine art stuff. Whatever, they are all my interests. Passion I say. I guess, I'll really enjoy this course. for 20 weeks. I love DESIGN! Finally, I'm pursuing something i love so much. :) just joy in my heart .

Back From Meta. It's really a huge work God has done in me. I didn't know how to put it. I didn't want to share it though I was dying to yet hesistant. A calling from God I won't deny. It was so loud and clear.

I'm called to Missions. From the first till the last day, missions has been ringing in my head. I don't know why. I got really excited. It's a calling for me to go into the mission field. God's preparing me I know I'm in the process of moulding. Painful sometimes, yet joyous. I think during Mission Night in Meta you see there's 1/3 of the world out there still have not heard about the gospel. The tribal people. How about Nepal? It just caused me to think and feel that it's really a privilege to be here worshipping God and growing spiritually. But yet not doing enough of reaching out to your friends. I am really glad for this freedom I've found in Christ in Singapore as well. If you're in China, do you ever know how they will be persecuted.Yet they so desire to worship the Almighty God. Really, I'm really privileged.

Project X. It was great. My faith target was to share WYS with 3. If you ppl don't know what is WYS. Ask me and I'll tell you. I shared with 3. I struggled after sharing with 2. Demoralized I would say. I shared with a girl who is about to convert to another religion, I think it can't be a coincidence. I don't know sometimes God has already lay his plan when we carry it out. We don't even notice we are doing his will. heh. Mysterious God. :) After Project X back at PGP. Into the hall. I feel really happy. But tears just want to flow down my eyes when I see all these ppl coming back from the places all over singapore to share the Gospel. I really feel happy. That there's so many people that heard the Gospel. Then, the preacher preached about being a world Christian.4 main things about being a world christian

1. Be willing to follow
2. Be willing to see
3. Be willing to Pray
4. Be willing to Respond

The speaker gave a call to those who wants to serve Him. By then, tears been dropping already. Heart is stirring. Can't explain the kind of feeling. You just know that you are called you have to stand up. That's all that I know. I guess. The person sitting beside me felt what I felt. winnie was sitting beside me. I guess it was really what I've been seeing. When he said you feel for these people having compassion for all of them. It just came upon me, you know how I felt the speaker actually felt like that before too? I was too amazed and realized. God has put in my heart to love the people out there. But I guess. I know what I'm living for. What God wants me to do. Is lay out there. I am afraid of being a missionary. I don't know but you tend to think about loads of stuff. But there's like one important all missionaries should think about. God is right there for you. He leads you and guide you nothing to be afraid or fear of. In times of trouble and sadness, he's right there with you and comforting you. I've said my piece

Pray for me. God have not revealed loads of things yet.

One more thing. Do pray for sarah's grandad. He's still in ICU. this family, it's been like a second family to me. Their cares and concern their love, I don't know how to express. Sarah's my best friend. Pls do pray for her and her family. you ppl can read her blog to know more.

seeya :)

I didn't go to school today. Touched school I went down to Mount E to see the doctor. I reckon I can't take it. With the flu, cough and my sore throat. One of my ears are blocked too. I guess. Been to the doctor's came home took the horrible medicine and off to bed. I totally knocked up for 3 hours or more. Though there's a make up lecture that I wanted to go and my project meetings. I guess I can't even get myself out of bed. How to go and study. Oh well. One of the biggest things I missed is the META thanksgiving in LM today. bah. I really wanted to go. I miss them a lot. Like real loads. especially serene, sinyi, van and all... I'm bored bored bored at home. I can't focus to do my assignments. That make it really horrible. That's just bad. Hopefully tomorrow will be much a better day I pray. Alright I shall share something about META again.

Meta brings me a very like heaven kind of thing. I don't know how to put it. The days you are there you feel like you don't have any worries because you don't even know what's happening outside. There's prayer labyrith for you to spend loads of time with God. Meta Cafe to draw write whatever God has given us. The gift of art and creativity. The meal times you have with your CG are like your family time. Then you go for class and you have free time for you to rest or to do whatever you want to do. Hangout for a coffee at meta cafe or whatever. I feel like it's heaven you know all you do is talk about what you're learning from God and everything. Really free from worries. happening . :) slowly I pray that I can share more. Rather, I can share more when it's one to one than putting on the blog ...

samsam
Ngee Ann
love de-sign
psalms 27:4

a lady that is striving to dwell in the house of the Lord
who is learning to see God's greater purpose for her
who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings

what am I thinking. www.stamp.sg Should I or should I not. Why does it comes during my exam period. It just like bad. I don't like this idea of having it at the wrong time. But seriously, I guess I just got an idea what to draw and design. Inspired from God. Alright, we'll see how. But still I got to mug for my exams.. Boo. I wished I didn't need to take exams. Design school been great. I've been drawing elephants, my sad frog , organised shoes and a light bulb. I really love design though i still is so bad at it but oh well. I love the things I do now. Studying and enjoying and scrapbooking. Just love art. In the midst of doing a scrapbook page for my sister. So that the 3 sisters can keep our childhood photos beautifully in the album. Daddy knows so much about photography and darkroom techniques of developing photos. Now it is to find a dark room and time to learn photo developing from him. I like the old way of doing things then sending it to a photo shop to develop. boo. alright. scrapbooking rocks.

check this site out -- www.madewithlove.com.sg I picked up scrapbooking from there. :)

BOO. I've been struggling from early thursday morning till this morning. I struggled with the things and 2 chunks of sentences God gave me. I wont share what it is. Because it was not meant for any of you. yup. Finally, this morning I decided to send it to the person Jesus wants me to send it to. I hope the person is fine now. Jesus told me rest assured the person is ok. I'm having very mixed feeling right now. boo. I should just trust Jesus. I know Jesus knows all things but I don't no matter how i wreck my brain I just dont. Hope it helps. the whole of yesterday was just not me. thinking of what to do. How and all. Jesus is everything so I should just and be the who I am. Not to worry or be anxious just to trust Him. Everything is in His hands. The wonderful saviour.

it's been a while. Loads of things been brushing past flying past. But God has never left me alone. He cared for me planned all the things for my days. The small details as not to be late for design class. Getting the transport here the moment I reach the bus stop and mrt station and even queuing for a burger. Really saw how God works in this life of mine. I love this life of mine. It's just about Jesus. Studying hard in school. This term is amazing we got 2 As for our projects. HRM and Blaw. It's just so amazing. So we'll just work together get the project done very well on our part.There's a lot of things running through my mind too. My mission to thailand this march. I need to raise my support now in total I still got to raise $610.It's so amazing that God provided the first 150 dollars already. There's things I worry about and I don't want to share it here and all. Just pray for me, that I will not worry but to be able to finish everything. alrightie. The photos are on my flickr. the photos of what I do in design class

I'm stressed. But I'm still fine. I'm literally dying. There's a shoot tomorrow at Temasek Poly. It's like the other end of Singapore when I'm staying at Boon Lay. Sad thing is I'm missing LM. Why? Why is I&E so stressful. It's the most relax module. Because it is just a passable module. I'm going crazy already.There's so much uncertainty. When you just get shock by loads of stuff which you can go like what. Like an instant heart attack how the place change. rants. I'm so tired. I forgot totally about doing LM publicity. Oh my goodness. Sigh. Why is school so stress.

I had design class yesterday. The whole lesson was on using DOTS. It was fine. Till when we need to hand in 6 sketches by ink on the different dots design. Which I have a trouble differentiating what I've sketched. Like is this radiation dots and whatsoever. But I guess I want to thank God for Dad supporting me in design. Like he said. I know u can do it. I was like huh. Is that coming from him. Because I know he didn't really like me to do design. Somehow, I guess the love of design has just moved him. Because it's been 6 years. I've started to fall for design since I design websites when I was 13. heh. Finally, I'm doing something I enjoy. Saturday filming is cancelled for the time being. But I never know what will happen again. Like I said it comes like a heart attack. But don't u think it is so weird that a business student doing such things.

There's one thing I never regretted is coming to polytechnic. There's so much things you'll learn things you'll do. You learn how to do things the right way. To help people and guide ppl. Organising events and doing all kinds of things. Especially presentations. I think tonight doing that PHOTO IMPOSE picture. I'm going to laugh my head off. I guess I'll do it last. I am so not going to post it anywhere. Presentation and friends just brings me through poly. Off to do a report.

I did QT in the morning. I'm so happy. It's great to start off a day! Anyway, I remembered 2 quotes.

Write your plans in pencil. Let God have the eraser.

Your life is God's gift to you. But what you become is your gift to GOD.

Yup. Sometimes you think you want to do this and that in future but you can't write it in Ink. Because God knows what He has planned. Second one, I want to become more like Jesus. Because it is my gift back to God. Though there's so much things I've got to learn. At least,these days. I face my troubles with a smile. Because, I know Jesus is there with me to walk me thru. I played my guitar this morning. I can play F#m. For goodness sake. I don't like that chord. But today. It sounded fine and I can play it. So very thankful for God being there for me. :)

I hope I pass my ECD. Pray hard for me alright.

alright. Though I fail in my ways. There's so much things that happened today. Though I have failed God in so many ways, after telling God so much so much still I thought to myself will God ever hear and answer me again. then, he told me Psalm 77:7 Will the Lord reject forever? Will he never show his favour again? He told me this verse. I was thinking God isn't a God who will do the above. Because I know God loves me. Guess a lot of things happened. I know my buddy and her sister to desire to go into a ministry. I was praying for them during worship.God answer immediately after that. So they actually came and told me their desire after the main service. So I told them I'll go talk to a.chris and u.cedric. It's been so long finally. I hope they will grow in their area of ministry.I know they will. God has blessed this family greatly with so many gifts and talents. They are so humble and true. I'm glad God gave such a precious friend to me.Through the tough times, that we had to go through. We walked through. Thousand times, we have talked abt leaving church but because of buddy. we both held on. Just want to Thank God.

Yesterday, I had my 1st mission meeting. 10 of us are going Thailand. My 1st support came in. I'm really so happy. I was praying about it yesterday. buddy prayed for me too. I am so blessed. I have not sent out any of our newsletter. For this trip, I think I learnt alot. Raising your own support for mission trip. Then, I'm in charge of prayer. For the longest time I know, I left my guitar lying there. I just don't want to touch it since June. Through loads of stuff. I didn't want to play. Guess, God just want me to bury the past and pick it up again. I really don't want to but I guess He made it such a way that I know he wants me to do it. hee. I think this mission trip will be exciting. :)

I'm really happy happy.Yesterday was my first day at Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts (nafa) so don't ask me what is nafa again.I feel really happy and relaxed. No business stress. Which is such an relieve. Facing business is no joke and not fun and boxed up. Obviously I don't quite like the course I'm in right. In design class, me and camen are the youngest. boo. I'm the youngest of the class. Didn't expect this situation but I guess. I just love the whole place. I guess the environment and all. Mac labs. Photography studios and dark room and fine art stuff. Whatever, they are all my interests. Passion I say. I guess, I'll really enjoy this course. for 20 weeks. I love DESIGN! Finally, I'm pursuing something i love so much. :) just joy in my heart .

Back From Meta. It's really a huge work God has done in me. I didn't know how to put it. I didn't want to share it though I was dying to yet hesistant. A calling from God I won't deny. It was so loud and clear.

I'm called to Missions. From the first till the last day, missions has been ringing in my head. I don't know why. I got really excited. It's a calling for me to go into the mission field. God's preparing me I know I'm in the process of moulding. Painful sometimes, yet joyous. I think during Mission Night in Meta you see there's 1/3 of the world out there still have not heard about the gospel. The tribal people. How about Nepal? It just caused me to think and feel that it's really a privilege to be here worshipping God and growing spiritually. But yet not doing enough of reaching out to your friends. I am really glad for this freedom I've found in Christ in Singapore as well. If you're in China, do you ever know how they will be persecuted.Yet they so desire to worship the Almighty God. Really, I'm really privileged.

Project X. It was great. My faith target was to share WYS with 3. If you ppl don't know what is WYS. Ask me and I'll tell you. I shared with 3. I struggled after sharing with 2. Demoralized I would say. I shared with a girl who is about to convert to another religion, I think it can't be a coincidence. I don't know sometimes God has already lay his plan when we carry it out. We don't even notice we are doing his will. heh. Mysterious God. :) After Project X back at PGP. Into the hall. I feel really happy. But tears just want to flow down my eyes when I see all these ppl coming back from the places all over singapore to share the Gospel. I really feel happy. That there's so many people that heard the Gospel. Then, the preacher preached about being a world Christian.4 main things about being a world christian

1. Be willing to follow
2. Be willing to see
3. Be willing to Pray
4. Be willing to Respond

The speaker gave a call to those who wants to serve Him. By then, tears been dropping already. Heart is stirring. Can't explain the kind of feeling. You just know that you are called you have to stand up. That's all that I know. I guess. The person sitting beside me felt what I felt. winnie was sitting beside me. I guess it was really what I've been seeing. When he said you feel for these people having compassion for all of them. It just came upon me, you know how I felt the speaker actually felt like that before too? I was too amazed and realized. God has put in my heart to love the people out there. But I guess. I know what I'm living for. What God wants me to do. Is lay out there. I am afraid of being a missionary. I don't know but you tend to think about loads of stuff. But there's like one important all missionaries should think about. God is right there for you. He leads you and guide you nothing to be afraid or fear of. In times of trouble and sadness, he's right there with you and comforting you. I've said my piece

Pray for me. God have not revealed loads of things yet.

One more thing. Do pray for sarah's grandad. He's still in ICU. this family, it's been like a second family to me. Their cares and concern their love, I don't know how to express. Sarah's my best friend. Pls do pray for her and her family. you ppl can read her blog to know more.

seeya :)

I didn't go to school today. Touched school I went down to Mount E to see the doctor. I reckon I can't take it. With the flu, cough and my sore throat. One of my ears are blocked too. I guess. Been to the doctor's came home took the horrible medicine and off to bed. I totally knocked up for 3 hours or more. Though there's a make up lecture that I wanted to go and my project meetings. I guess I can't even get myself out of bed. How to go and study. Oh well. One of the biggest things I missed is the META thanksgiving in LM today. bah. I really wanted to go. I miss them a lot. Like real loads. especially serene, sinyi, van and all... I'm bored bored bored at home. I can't focus to do my assignments. That make it really horrible. That's just bad. Hopefully tomorrow will be much a better day I pray. Alright I shall share something about META again.

Meta brings me a very like heaven kind of thing. I don't know how to put it. The days you are there you feel like you don't have any worries because you don't even know what's happening outside. There's prayer labyrith for you to spend loads of time with God. Meta Cafe to draw write whatever God has given us. The gift of art and creativity. The meal times you have with your CG are like your family time. Then you go for class and you have free time for you to rest or to do whatever you want to do. Hangout for a coffee at meta cafe or whatever. I feel like it's heaven you know all you do is talk about what you're learning from God and everything. Really free from worries. happening . :) slowly I pray that I can share more. Rather, I can share more when it's one to one than putting on the blog ...

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