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‚ô• Tuesday, February 27, 2007
1:49 PM

Thank God Thank God

away with the injections. I'm a happy girl. No tetanus nor polio or whatsoever. Only did a blood test today. last night was the commissioning for the wave 1 mission trippers at Foo Chow Methodist Church. It was great. Met up with my team again, discussed abt the usual has a worship and prayer session. Meeting up again next week. Big smile :) I'm really happy for a sister in christ. After asking her dad for more than 9 times if she can go for the mission trip. Which she is flying next week. Her dad finally smsed her a Yes yesterday night. That is how cool my Father in heaven is. :) Some children of God is dying to go on missions but yet faced so much things, but God is still the faithful God who will never disappoints. Preparing my heart for the upcoming mission trip to Thailand. Though Thailand is not really safe. But I don't really bother. We are sent into the land to preach the Gospel. :)

What do we have to keep in mind when we go for Mission Trip :)

1. A Single Mind( of preaching the Gospel to the people)
2. A Submissive Mind ( to put others first, being the servant.) - helping the team members
3. The spiritual Mind ( Putting aside your agenda but takin up God's agenda for us ) :)
4. The Secure mind ( Prayer bring peace and then fath) - worry is the greatest thief of joy. So we must not worry but trust God in Prayer :)

3 more weeks to the trip. Excited. :)

It's challenging. I'm going with people whom I don't really know :) But I'm sure we'll all be History Makers for God.

‚ô• Saturday, February 24, 2007
11:18 PM


took my eyes off the Lord. The problem became bigger than God's face. But, God called me back. He heard all my cries in the nights. Granny not been too good. worried. her heart is not in really good condition. I'm going away on mission trip from 20 March to the 30th March. I'm not afraid or what, just want to spend more time with granny. She took care of me since I'm a baby. I've committed all to God. He's in Control. Support raising for mission trip. I've still got $300 dollars to go. Pray for me people. For this coming mission trip, loads of spiritual warfare. The battle has begun. anyway. I got a letter from Ethopia. :) the kid that me and marcus sponsored sent us a letter. :) Blessed to be a blessing.


I vectored a daisy for a whole day. Don't intend to upload here. I'll do it on deviantart. Drew an angels the past few days. Really cute one. the one that rah claims is a 'Pau' face girl. boo. Anyway. I've decided to upload another illustrated art. I'm more in love with illustration these days.

‚ô• Thursday, February 22, 2007
10:52 PM

Papa Jesus said

' Know that the Lord has set apart the godly for himself;
the Lord will hear when I call to him.' - Psalm 4:3

I asked why people go clubbing and dancing? Though I want to go, I know I won't ever do that. It's been roaming in my heart. Why can't I do the same as people does. These 2 days, it just circled and circled me till God spoke. It reminded me of what God said months, weeks, maybe a year or two before. I'm just different. God wouldn't want me like that. He wants me to be set apart for Him. To do His work. Tough, but Jesus been there walking through the tears. I admit I'm a crybaby. Don't know why also. Watch documentaries, I can cry rivers of water. People who prayed for me also see me weeping. Sometimes, watching news I'll just walk to my room lock it and start crying in there for the people I see, interceding for them. :(

Dear God, thank you for giving me a life of love and compassion. I know I'm different I know you've called and chosen me. Teach me to be in the centre of Your will and walk in Your ways. Even though I have to forsake many things that I like, I know Lord you are worth it. In Jesus name, Amen. :)

‚ô• Tuesday, February 20, 2007
10:19 AM


spending time at deviantart. is one of the best for wasting time. Oh well. I guess, I better get down to work. I've got an assignment to finish by tomorrow. To send an email and design a poster(advertisement) for church. I should have done it yesterday. Here's something I found in deviantart. I really love her illustrations. :) I won't upload all. :) lazy. sometimes, people don't understand what art is about. But all the ppl in deviantart is the friendliest people who doesn't discourage or give insulting comments .. in fact they does the opposite. they encourage and guide you. Found a place that I feel comfortable in. No longer feel that showing what I do the people around me, but putting it up in deviantart is much more comfortable. :) happy .

‚ô• Monday, February 19, 2007
4:04 PM

sometimes I dont understand. clubbing, smoking and drinking. what's the fun part of such things of the world. I may not ever understand that, because I will never do that. my life has another purpose. Doing such things are meaningless, will all that make one happy or fulfilled.perhaps it does for a night, but it can't forever. you'll just land oneself in a whole mess. messed up life. the safest place is to be in the centre of God's will. I am very certain about that. I screwed up my life when I was 13 to 14. Total screw up. It just makes me understand that I wouldn't want another screwed up life again. Staying by the side of Papa Jesus just make me safe and secure. But somehow this fact people don't understand, nor would they want it. I'm happy but yet sad. I'm happy that I've such wonderful life right now. Yet I'm sad because there's so much needs of people, some are in pain, some are ignorant, some just don't understand who God is. these things make me sad. Sometimes, till now I still can't handle it. :( why am I in such a ministry like this?

‚ô• Saturday, February 17, 2007
10:24 PM

Chinese New Year.

I don't like Chinese new year. But well, a surprise this year. Dad entered the KITCHEN. and I seriously meant KITCHEN. :) He cooked the chicken and the duck. Addictive cooking trend in this LEO family. Granddad's a cook. Uncle is also a cook. Of course, all my aunties cook. My cousin a chef. Now, daddy entering the kitchen. That's like my whole family can cook :) Not bad, his cooking is not bad. I guess it runs in this family since my grandad loves to cook. Well, I love to cook too. But can't cook as well as grandad. Oh well. The photos of Dad cooking. I'll post it tomorrow alright? Breaking free from papers. feels great. though I got a shocker from my last paper. Things happened. Granny had to go to hospital to take a jab as she can't really walk anymore. But well, I know Jesus will take good care of her. :) After exams, I'm free to design. But, completing assignments just doesn't seem good. To print a A3 poster. I enjoy doing such things but making things complex to make it looks professional doesn't seem to be me. But I'll give it a shot. I've got wonderful teachers in Nafa and even great classmates. Enjoying all that I have right now. For the fact that i don't really like CNY. I'm going to try getting over it by doing these ten things

1. Sleep:) - if there's a chance
2. Do my principles of design assignment
3. Digital Media Assignment 1
4. Finish reading Praying God's will
5. Be a potato couch
5. Study the scrapbook magazine :)
6. Preferably get a COLOUR WHEEL :)
7. Meeting my friends for a movie :)
8. Surfing the net
9. Revamping my blog - It's been a while.
10. Drawing cartoons, manga - whatever. I need to LEARN to draw neatly.

Alright 10 ways of Spending CNY.

I wished Dad allowed me to paint my room. I'm sure to vector my room with silhouettes pictures+ drawing a rainbow on my wall. I could very well make the house that I staying looks prettier and not destroy it. I'm not a destroyer like my sister is. Oh well. Gtg. Pack my notice board. I pined so many papers. on it. Alright more blogging since I'm on holidays :)

‚ô• Thursday, February 15, 2007
10:42 PM

Papa Jesus. I don't know what to do right now. my last paper tomorrow. I'm not studying. But somehow things are going in. there's things I will never in this life understand why it happened. But papa Jesus I know it's within your plans. I may not know why right now nor have any rights to ask. But I'm reminded.

Whenever I feel down, when everything seems wrong
Such times I feel like just can't go on anymore.
When I remind myself of Him, He who can take away my cares
Jesus thanks for the faith I now have in You Lord

You have been Faithful in all of Your ways
Though we may not understand why we go through life this way
But we know, what it's like to be by your side
Teach us Lord to be like you to be so faithful and true.

These words of these songs, sustained me today. When you called, I won't refuse Papa. There's so much pain and turmoil when you first called. Till now, there is. During that time I feared. Till now I still fear but not that great anymore. Even things don't go right, but you remind me to look to You. Sometimes, in this ministry all I can do is to just cry. But when morning comes, His people rejoices. Let this be so. When I wake tomorrow morning.

samsam

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3:41 PM

I'm not in best of mood. Like right now. World is spinning fast. Faster and faster. Many things I want to ask Why. But I know I won't get the answer till the time is right. Things go and come. Just like it always does. I'm at a whirl. I should not be carrying this. I know God is up to something when I'm doing nothing. Burdened. But I can't express it. rawh. I'm leaving my thoughts till here.

‚ô• Wednesday, February 07, 2007
7:24 PM






It never fails in the midst of exams my inspiration comes to design. I figured. Dreamweaver rocks!! This time. Blogskins. I wouldn't have to scan thru HTML tags anymore. editing them. Till I nearly died.I did a layout. This morning did it!! So happy. It's a picture and writing the abouts and the navigation and whatever I like now. I'm sure I'll be able to load it up soon but I am sure I'll miss this blogskin. I will miss it so badly. :( so sad. I'm tired of it yet not so tired of this blogskin. contradicting. oh well. I guess, there's so much. Design class yesterday. Drew all that. I finished inking all the 24. Draw it in pencil in last than 3 hrs. Amazing. :) Now need to photocopy and all. Design is certainly interesting but it's a good way to find out how PATIENT you are. taking note of the tiniest details. I'm so happy. I bought a scrapbook mag that is less than 10 dollars. which was excellent. The mag shows all the basic stuff. goodie.
Things to get :)
1.Craft knife
2. The scrapbook album - Mom promised
3.Paper trimmer( depends if I cant draw and cut straight)
4. I need the silver eyelets and brads.
5. More pattern paper and cardstock - as usual.
scrapbookholics.

‚ô• Saturday, February 03, 2007
11:36 AM

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What I've been up to these days. Instead of running now. I'm in design. These are my assignments for my class in Nanyang academy of fine arts. I love art and design. Just can't seem to understand why I love art so much. I can't explain either. I don't like to express what I feel and talk to people. But I do know. Some of the things I want to say are said in the things I draw and the things I paint. Jesus taught me art. He taught me creativity as I asked for. There's so much things I want to do. Even people doesn't like art and all. It doesn't matter to me anymore. I will not be hurt by them or anything else like that because it just doesn't matter anymore. All that matters is that I want to reach for my dream to study designing indept. After I graduate from Ngee Ann. I know what I want to do. Even though, I know it's going to be hard. I will not give up. It's been a tough battle of what I really want to do. God is giving a chance to understand art and design and I'm making full use of it. I finally understand. Art expresses oneself. The character inside each artist and each drawing shows an expression of an artist that he or she wants to protray in the art piece. Alright. what's wrong with me today. talking about Art. Most of the times, one wont know who I am. Because, what I am on the outside may not be me on the inside. It's complicated. Because, only someone who actually knows me on the inside will know and understand me.

I'm of few words. I don't like to talk but I like to think. Jesus is with me. Nothing to be afraid of. He stands by me. Why should I be afraid. I love my Father in Heaven because He gives the best for me. When i was hungry looking for some biscuits instead of those biscuits he gave me a piece of cake. sometimes, He's presence is just amazing. Oh well. I want to reach more people for Jesus. I hope all my friends hear the story of Jesus. I don't want to be a selfish child that won't share my Love for my Saviour with my friends. I just hope they hear of this Saviour. Jesus Christ. alright my next update. Shall be on the story of Jesus and the life I've been thru. It may be quite a while I update. Because, it's my exam period. :( Till 16 Feb. I'll be back soon I guess.

my life is about Jesus and the Art He planted in me.
that's me. sam