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Saturday, October 30, 2004
My sis is coming back frm camp
Oh.. I don't think I get to be online and blogging so often
The silence and quietness at home is going to be broken
My sister is such crybaby. 12 years old still so childish
My sis always disturbs me when I'm going to sleep and when I'm mugging
Can't she ever do something nice like sleep and just don't linger around me??
I really enjoyed the past 2 days when she isn't at home..
It's been very quiet and I feel will peaceful when she isn't around
No eyes will be looking at me..
I guess I hope this solitude will stay forever..
I have to go for tuition at 10 a.m ...
so boring
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Friday, October 29, 2004
Woke up at 6 today. Bathe early so that I can blog.
I studied last night!!
On S.studies
- Conflicts among countries
- diplomacy and deterrance
Bck from school..
Wasted loads of time
Watching them streaming up the stage
While I sat down and stone
Went for history extra lesson
Last day in our 4/7 classroom
I guess I'll miss all of you
Went to the library to study..
But it did not work
qiuhui and I chatted all the way
Who will be out for Singapore Idol?
Watch and we will see who it will be
I've gt a new blog for my things to complete list
www.muggers.blogspot.com
can't be help... =xXXX
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Thursday, October 28, 2004
Bio practical
I woke up at 7.20 today.Miss my blog though.
I have to be in school by 9 and here am I typing my entry
House is going to be empty today
My sister went for P6 camp
But nevermind, computer's all mine
Bck from school
Bio practical is a disaster
When I saw that prawn on the table
I shaked my head disapprovingly
That stinking prawn, I will never forget
Drew it for 20 minutes plus
Life is something different each day
It depends on you
and what you think abt it
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004
I woke up at 7 today.. Thinking of my blog... Weird right? Anyway, I have no where to study.. If anyone is studying near the west area, tag on my board please..I guess I will be online for a while..
Life is getting more boring as each day pass.. Everyday, I will sit down in front of my stupid computer like a computer addict.. I will play all I want ... Can someone help me please??
I am tired of all things
Is there something new each day
I am getting ever so bored
I just came home from qiuhui's house.. I'm being reminded again I have only 6 days more to o levels.. I have no idea what I've been doing.. Getting in and out of the house as I like and not really into my dear books...
I promise I will touch my books from 1.30 - 3.30 . If I break the promise, I shan't touch the computer for a week and everyday I can only play computer for 1.5 hour.. I will work towards it..
People taking o levels, all the best and don't mug till you sick!!! Take care ppl !!
[6 days to 'o' levels]
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
today, I went back to sch at 9 . I went back to study, I did not really study. I asked ms cheong on the brain racking question. The answer was 8.I've got that right!! I changed the blog again. I thought this has a nicer layout than my previous one. Went down to Jurong point just now to buy G2 pen refill.Then went home.Quite bored.I'm bck to my books.. Tata
mugging:
1.Hong kah's s.studies papaer
2.Physics TYS
stuff to be completed:
- wash fish tank
- read God's word
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Saturday, October 23, 2004
Running away
Today, I ran away from english mock paper... I know it was not right but I still went ahead to do it as I just could not make myself sit down there for 1hr and 40 mins as when I set an objective, i will make sure I do it or I would not be able to concentrate so I ran from the exam...
Currently, I am at qiuhui's house typing my entry.. we are going out to study later... Actually yesterday, I mangaged to get to my social studies textbk.. I completed Rise of Venice till the social factors..I hope to finish whole of Venice today... By all means= staying up late at night.. Or else, I will be in deep trouble..
Yesterday's singapore idol was the best I've watch.. The idols performed to their standards.. I really like it.. I think they really did well... Today will be the results... Who is going out ? Who knows...
Life now is aimless.. Sometimes I have a problem deciding what to study.. I have no idea why.. But i wil remember to seek God for help...Some of my friends are playing floorball in school.. Quite cool, but I simply have to interest in floorball.. People hitting each others' leg.. Very fun rite?? I would rather go for a swim or jog.. Taking up other sports than this... Exercising is meant to be constant.. It doesn't matter anymore..
I did a list of time wasters last night for quiet time...
Timewasters
- Watching TV
- Playing Computer
- Going out with friends
- Walking in and out of the room
- Daydreaming
- talking on the phone
People so try to stop all this and stay in the room to study... For 45mins to an hour.. You won't be able to do it for hours... Take breaks in between.. Hold all your telephone calls while talking.. Off your phones...
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
Haha.. Today did not feel like waking up... I just wished I could sleep forever..... Today I went to school to do the e maths mock exam.. Very boring but I seems to enjoy doing it as it was much easier than my prelims...
I've not been studying lately.. So I must start mugging now.. Or it will be too late!!! Today I can watch Singapore Idol... smilez...
Mood:: In confusion
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time passes
I feel bored.. So bored.. Everyday seems to be an illusion... Going to school late and I feel that all my exams are all over but they are not over ... 12 days to o levels... In between we have to go back to school for mock exams.. It's tiring and boring... I rather stay at home and mug from day till night.. But forget it I will never be able to do that....
Stuff to complete:
1.Sleep
2.Read social studies
3.Practise mathematics :(---a .maths sux
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
That's me!!
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Pink Rox !!!
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Me n qiuhui
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Bck home
Heez... Did not do anything today.. Only a couple of physics question ....
When I was walking home, it was cool... All i heard was my footsteps and the tiny drops of rain hitting the blue giordano umbrella... I thought that was a perfect moment and besides me were plants... There was silence... I have no objective today... I marked my maths paper.. A lot of careless mistakes... 65/80 ...
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Qiu Hui Hse
Now I am updating my entry at qiuhui house... First time, actually come to her house to study.. Not sure we will study a not ... Anyway it's been a long time I came to her house... She got a new dog besides E.T... Now the other one call sha sha.. Wahaha..
Currently drinking pink dolphin
Currently talking to qiuhui
Things to be completed:
Do a paper for Chemistry and physics...
Do quiet time
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
The Great Lies of our times
1.I can be like God
2.I don't need God
3.Science has disproved the existence of God
4.The church is outdated and unnecessary
5.The Bible is meaningless in our times
6.Jesus is irrelevant to modern life
7.Maintaining virginity until marriage is unrealistic
8.Fame will make me happy
9.The world owes me a living
10.My worth depends on my wealth,intelligence,skill,and/or physical attractiveness
11. I am better than you
12.I can get along fine by myself
13.I can ignore life's rules and not suffer the consequences
14.Liberty means I'm free to do whatever I want
Each one of us are exposed to such lies always, but the devil makes sure we seldom hear them expressed in plain and simple terms.He tries to deceive us, yet his lies remain the same.
Went to church today with a heavy heart, my good friends was not with me in church... So tiring after such a long day but I think I seems wide awake when typing this entry.. I thought about sharing the great lies ... No one would be able to live alone.. No point lying to yourself... Face the reality... Love God... Seek for him... He loves each and everyone of us... ok... That's all I think I need to be bck to my books .. seeya
Telling or believing a lie -- both serve the devil
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
Graduation
Finally, I finished my 4 years of secondary education... Yesterday was quite bored I would say, it is hot and sticky and the food was not nice either.. and of course the DJ is very lame.. Playing stupid games.. Very funny .... Well, yesterday my class did a sharing session during maths period and we shared what we feel about the class.. I hope that we will be able to keep in contact...
Things to do:
1.Cook
2.Revise for monday's practical
3.If possible,revise history
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Pretty Girls... Anyone want to woo them... =D
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Don't they look Great on Graduation Night ???
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Heading home!!!
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Monday, October 11, 2004
.. Hello.. Did not update my blog yesterday due to TV and my homework.. My essay.. I rush my history essay until 12 plus ... But still did not manage to complete it till this morning when I had the free time to write it during my chinese lesson..
I submitted my form for the two weeks of SP... Who cares.. whatever.. so I guess I prefer to poly than the hectic lifestyle in JC.. I have never thought of giving up.. It is just that I want to do something of my interest than ending up somewhere I have no interest in... Well we will see... =D
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Sunday, October 10, 2004
Harlow!!! Miss my blog... Had so much fun in Orchard.. Out since 1 p.m touch back home at 8.40.. I was out for so long... But I have not had so much fun as this... I bought a skirt and a pink polo Tee... Beautiful and cool... What makes me so Happy!!! I went to Cathay Cineleisure for the Lime's 8 birthday.. Saw many cool bands.. Singapore Idol finalists of course.. And guess what I got their signatures.. I have never done such things in my whole life do you know??? I saw pug Jelly, Soul D'out.. and many more....
But I have to end it right here... I got to go back to my books... I need my grades... Whatever... Ppl could you give me advice of whether if I should go to an insituition or poly... It gave me confusion... Would I be able to apply for Insituition???
my aGenda
1. wrap Sarah's Birthday gift
2. Practise my guitar
3.Combined Humanities papers
revision
1.Switzerland
2.welfare state of Britain
3.Appeasement policy
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Saturday, October 09, 2004
Have been in front of the computer for quite sometime.. After my entry.. I'll try slogging.. :p.. hey ppl.. I'm super mixed up... Insitution... Or poly for 1st 3 mths??? I hope someone will guide me teach me.... Quite a beautiful day.. We skipped bio remedial and decided to do the corrections at home than staying there to finish it all.. Who cares about Mrs Hong.. opps... It's real funny when she walked past our class and we were giggling all the while.. As we wanted to run from her remedial ... =p what a great plot !!! Don't you agree with this ?
Tomorrow will be a day of shopping.. I can Orchard to shop ...Geez.. Waiting for this for really long.. What do you think?? I have to find something I like that I could wear for Graduation day.. =p .. Do you know why ? I have no other tops other than Tees... Forgive me for that... I hate buying clothes you see.. I don't give it a bother... New year day clothes is the same.. I'll just get into some departmental stores and grab some tees and jeans that's it.. I'll then bring it to the cashier....
I've photocopied a number of other schools paper to attempt... Wonder when will I finish them all... who knows.. Try them.. at least it is practise..
I shall leave with this Quote today :
Perfect Practice makes Perfect
Stuff to be done
1. Biology corrections
2.Fairfield social studies paper
3.Unknown history paper
Supposed to be mugging on the following:
1. League of nations and TOV (history)
2.Education ( s.studies)
3.Biotechnology
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Friday, October 08, 2004
heya.. Today is not bad.. lot's of fun and stuff... Got back my biology.. Not too bad.. B4.. Whatever.. I took the SP 2 week attachment course form.. still making a decision to take or not.. You see... My L1R4:19.. the L1R5 is around 24.. sure cannot make it for JC.. So that's out...I hate the 2 years of mugging in JC as well.. It simply sux... well I prefer poly... It's cool and wonderful... Whatever, that was my first impression of SP.. when I went last year for some debating stuff.. super big.. Nice.. a couple of friends studying there, must be quite ok.. They seems to be doing quite well...
Haha.. I am happy today.. Glad but not satisfied.. I could have done better.. No use crying overspilled milk.. Lolx...
Things are turning to the bright side...
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Thursday, October 07, 2004
.. A better day though... I got back my physics.. It's better than the previous years where I often get thirty over ....Now i left with half a mark to pass it.. However my combination is combine science so I got a C5 eventually.. L1R4 already 20.. So big cannot make it for Poly also.. All because my stupid maths ... I draw my locus did not read question.. Draw out of scale lose dunno like 8-10 marks fly away... Then the vector question so unfair... so stingy... Haiz..
One last paper tml.. That will be my Bio results... I am getting 28/40.. not really good and 25.5/40 for practical... I am feeling like crap.... How??? How abt hanging myself... Anyway my mum and dad feels ok when I told them about poly.. Whatever it is told ya... By God's wil where he wants me to be ... naturally I will be there...
Feeling so crappy
Sinking into CONFUSION
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Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Bad day!!! I am so sad... My results, everything... I blame myself for not doing well.. so sad.. Why things end up like this not what I wanted it to be??? I am tired sad... But yet I have to work damn hard... I have to .. I need the grades... I need them badly.... Well, it is not the end yet.. You see there is still a possiblity that I can do well in my 'o' levels.. I really do not know what to say... I am so sad.... I do not know what happened to me .... But I know God is still with me... No matter what I fair, it is still not the end of the world, everyone has his or her strengths, it is just that we do not know what they are...I am damn tired and angry... But life still goes on ... I feel my life turned upside down after I entered 4/7 ... it's rotting....
Anyway, last night I had a good talk with my parents.. They say it is up to me where I want to go... So they won't blame me... Whatever... The sun is still there... Stars will still be in the sky.. Nothing had changed.. Emotions simply changes... Why does emotions Change ???
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Hey! Today is a relatively up and down day.. Sad in the morning but quite happy in the afternoon though, I got back some of my results, it is not really good as my combined humanities did not meet my standard, I did average for my history but my social studies bring me down to a C5 for combined humanities which I am around B3 or 4 .. I do not know what happened... I am really quite sad with it.. My composition I did badly as I just wrote for the sake of writing.. It's like a P6 compo ??? It's really bad.. I am so shock by that, but other components pulled me up to a B3 I improved by around 2 to 3 grade... Quite happy with that though.. But I will not be able to get to the JC I want to go.. Well, who knows.. God, will you tell me where I will go ?? Send me a vision, dream
After school, I went to Pizza hut for lunch with my good friends.. We ate we laugh, we chat.. well we did a personality test too.. I still remember Cheryl's river though.. haha.. Sorry for not telling you that it would form a picture in the end.. we searched for present for somebody.. I still have to draw.. Can you imagine?? But quite cool though, that makes it unique...
Well, God loves you no matter what.. You cannot blame him for anything.. If we puts in our effort, he will gives us what we desire rite... But I am really afraid.. I just hope for a good Geography score so that I could take that as one humanities subject.. Definitely a C5 or more... Whatever, God knows where he want us to be.. leave it all to God why carry such thoughts of results.. Sleep well, don't think so much.. There is still a final 'o' level to go so don't worry... I shall stop here, I am going for tuition... I guess I will only update it tomorrow...=D
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Monday, October 04, 2004
hello... I had my dinner, it wasn't that bad after all... Hmm.. I guess my Mum's cooking skill is improving... My sis and I always criticise what she cooks as we are bias against her ...Lol .. So naughty right? Forgive me though guess she can't cook as well as my grandad.. Anyway we are getting our results soon, I just hope that they will moderate every single thing so that I can get into a JC? Haha.. Change of plan though, now I really know where I want to go... JC opens to everything.. I guess... Actually I have a lot of dreams and ambitions.. Haha.. Let's share some.. I want to be a lawyer, fashion designer, image consultant, computer whizzkid, a designer, architect... Haha.. Such big dreams will I ever be able to take up something I really desire??? Anyway.. I shall start mugging now.. =D people even if we have not got our results start mugging now .. There's no harm at least you put in effort.. To make a change.. Your grade might improve.. Who knows, without a try there would not be improvement... Smile people.. Soon it will be 22 Nov.. And our exams will be over...
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Yozzzz... It's me again... Today is sunday... I had a fun sunday today... In church we had a small sharing in the cell... We shared about our prelims and stuff... And what God's will is for us now ... Lastly, our strengths and weaknesses of each one of us... I wonder will God give me this chance to go to JC.... People who know me will know I have no interest in Science but I have a more interested in arts, as I think it is quite cool to know things around us or in the past.While science is something that does not really have the logic...
Anyway, like me tell you yesterday I went to search for a guitar tuner but it was in vain as it was out of stock for the 40 dollars tuner .. they only left with the tuner which is 130 bucks.. So obviously I did not buy in the end. I went to Yamaha music school but it doesn't have that as well... Perhaps it's by God's grace that I did not find one and bought it yesterday. Before I came home, near my church, there is one guitar shop.. Sarah and I went there.. Eventually, I bought a guitar tuner there.. Which is only 25 bucks perhaps it may not be good but it still can be used. The uncle was really nice.He taught me how to use and tuned it for me... For me I was could not remember my guitar strings notes.... Haha... Sarah knows...Lol.. I was asking the note she told me Eat All Day Great Big Eater... But after a while, when she left me on the train.. I could not remember that.... So I sms and asked her... I'm so forgetful...
It's my first time doing visualiser in church next week. I'm excited but fear is still in me as I'm afraid that I would forget to bring the CD or diskette to church next week or there would be errors or perhaps I could not change the slide as quickly.. But who cares, I'm doing for God that is all that matters...
Thinking about the future, I wonder who and what will I be in the future? Would I be who I am now, who is happy and always on the run... Would the carefree person I am now? Nothing binding me down, going for things I like.. Yet with no expectations? Where will I be? Would I still be on earth? I guess no ones know... Only God will know where will I be.. He had it all planned out... So don't worry..
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Sunday, October 03, 2004
aloha... Today's a saturday.. Weekends are always very interesting... Hey!! I've decided go get a guitar tuner today.. I don't really know if I really want it ... But I just thought I would get it to get my guitar tuned up.I have been visiting blogs the whole morning, getting ideas to improve my dear blog... I simply love the whole idea of Blogging...
Today, I realised everything have got hope.. You know why I said that.. People who knows me will know I flung my a maths for the whole year.. I myself just could not be convince that melvin actually told me that our results are based on moderation on the school itself so perhaps I could get a C6 even I get 50 out of 160 ??? I don't know but you see it give me hope that I still can work for a pass though...
I am going swimming this afternoon... It will be a fun day for me ... Smilez.. People you should go and exercise.. Treat it as relaxation don't stay home for your books and computer... =D
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Saturday, October 02, 2004
I'm back!!! I guess I am too happy... Well the Singapore Idol I like has got in... Whew..... I am happy as finally I managed to enhance this blog a little by the clock there... It is really nice I think but the colour combination have to change.. It needs a shocking pink though... Hmm.. I shall change that tomorrow.. So that I get a chance to post an entry again...
Anger is something that one could control, do not let it burst as you know it will hurt.. Your loved ones, your friends... Sometime things may be bad as you are bias... However, overtime your anger will subside and forgiveness come in... Well, I talked to someone whom I may have biasness against for the past few weeks, we have not been talking because of numerous misunderstandings... However, in my heart, there is no hatred but love.God is love, his children should be like him to be able to love. Sometimes to forgive somebody may be hard. But I feel it is not impossible.. It's the way we handle it... People think differently.. But you know bearing hatred is a burden why bear such burdens.. Why don't you try forgiving, your burden will be removed.. People reading my blog... Love your enemies as yourself... Do not judge people... I have not been able to accomplish this though... Forgive me.. Sometimes we do judge.. especially I judge the teachers I have could teach a not... Don't follow me... I may be just irritated or jealous of other classes...
The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid, do not be discouraged.
- Deuteronomy 31:8
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Hey!!! It took me so long to finish the blog.. Editing and editing... One must have perserverence.. Never give up doing something... Everything will be great... YUp... Smile ppl.... I love this blog... Because of the colour, the design.. So wonderful... People.. thinks I am a happy girl... =p Of course I am a super duper happy person.. If ever you see me sad or angry.. Tell me to smile ok ? Feeling happy is great... What people thinks or gossip about you will no longer be there as you know no matter what happen you are still on the positive side... Smile and all troubles turn away from you... Bright turns dark away... Light covers darkness.. People smile in the light, cry in the dark... Smile ppl... Be happy like me.. Perhaps you thinks it is weird but it brings ppl happiness.. Crapping again.. Let what my friends always say about me.. I'm always off track... when will I be on track again... But I know Lord still guides and lead me on.. I will not be off track again... Prelims are over... No matter what results I attain... I promise I would not blame God and I will still love him as much as before... Life is a winding journey.. You never know what may be in front of you in seconds,minutes,hours,days,months,years.....
Heaven is there waiting
Here am I waiting to be brought up
When will I be in heaven?
Where there is no longer sorrows
But joy and happiness awaits
For God's children
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Saturday, October 30, 2004
My sis is coming back frm camp
Oh.. I don't think I get to be online and blogging so often
The silence and quietness at home is going to be broken
My sister is such crybaby. 12 years old still so childish
My sis always disturbs me when I'm going to sleep and when I'm mugging
Can't she ever do something nice like sleep and just don't linger around me??
I really enjoyed the past 2 days when she isn't at home..
It's been very quiet and I feel will peaceful when she isn't around
No eyes will be looking at me..
I guess I hope this solitude will stay forever..
I have to go for tuition at 10 a.m ...
so boring
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Friday, October 29, 2004
Woke up at 6 today. Bathe early so that I can blog.
I studied last night!!
On S.studies
- Conflicts among countries
- diplomacy and deterrance
Bck from school..
Wasted loads of time
Watching them streaming up the stage
While I sat down and stone
Went for history extra lesson
Last day in our 4/7 classroom
I guess I'll miss all of you
Went to the library to study..
But it did not work
qiuhui and I chatted all the way
Who will be out for Singapore Idol?
Watch and we will see who it will be
I've gt a new blog for my things to complete list
www.muggers.blogspot.com
can't be help... =xXXX
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Thursday, October 28, 2004
Bio practical
I woke up at 7.20 today.Miss my blog though.
I have to be in school by 9 and here am I typing my entry
House is going to be empty today
My sister went for P6 camp
But nevermind, computer's all mine
Bck from school
Bio practical is a disaster
When I saw that prawn on the table
I shaked my head disapprovingly
That stinking prawn, I will never forget
Drew it for 20 minutes plus
Life is something different each day
It depends on you
and what you think abt it
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004
I woke up at 7 today.. Thinking of my blog... Weird right? Anyway, I have no where to study.. If anyone is studying near the west area, tag on my board please..I guess I will be online for a while..
Life is getting more boring as each day pass.. Everyday, I will sit down in front of my stupid computer like a computer addict.. I will play all I want ... Can someone help me please??
I am tired of all things
Is there something new each day
I am getting ever so bored
I just came home from qiuhui's house.. I'm being reminded again I have only 6 days more to o levels.. I have no idea what I've been doing.. Getting in and out of the house as I like and not really into my dear books...
I promise I will touch my books from 1.30 - 3.30 . If I break the promise, I shan't touch the computer for a week and everyday I can only play computer for 1.5 hour.. I will work towards it..
People taking o levels, all the best and don't mug till you sick!!! Take care ppl !!
[6 days to 'o' levels]
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
today, I went back to sch at 9 . I went back to study, I did not really study. I asked ms cheong on the brain racking question. The answer was 8.I've got that right!! I changed the blog again. I thought this has a nicer layout than my previous one. Went down to Jurong point just now to buy G2 pen refill.Then went home.Quite bored.I'm bck to my books.. Tata
mugging:
1.Hong kah's s.studies papaer
2.Physics TYS
stuff to be completed:
- wash fish tank
- read God's word
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Saturday, October 23, 2004
Running away
Today, I ran away from english mock paper... I know it was not right but I still went ahead to do it as I just could not make myself sit down there for 1hr and 40 mins as when I set an objective, i will make sure I do it or I would not be able to concentrate so I ran from the exam...
Currently, I am at qiuhui's house typing my entry.. we are going out to study later... Actually yesterday, I mangaged to get to my social studies textbk.. I completed Rise of Venice till the social factors..I hope to finish whole of Venice today... By all means= staying up late at night.. Or else, I will be in deep trouble..
Yesterday's singapore idol was the best I've watch.. The idols performed to their standards.. I really like it.. I think they really did well... Today will be the results... Who is going out ? Who knows...
Life now is aimless.. Sometimes I have a problem deciding what to study.. I have no idea why.. But i wil remember to seek God for help...Some of my friends are playing floorball in school.. Quite cool, but I simply have to interest in floorball.. People hitting each others' leg.. Very fun rite?? I would rather go for a swim or jog.. Taking up other sports than this... Exercising is meant to be constant.. It doesn't matter anymore..
I did a list of time wasters last night for quiet time...
Timewasters
- Watching TV
- Playing Computer
- Going out with friends
- Walking in and out of the room
- Daydreaming
- talking on the phone
People so try to stop all this and stay in the room to study... For 45mins to an hour.. You won't be able to do it for hours... Take breaks in between.. Hold all your telephone calls while talking.. Off your phones...
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
Haha.. Today did not feel like waking up... I just wished I could sleep forever..... Today I went to school to do the e maths mock exam.. Very boring but I seems to enjoy doing it as it was much easier than my prelims...
I've not been studying lately.. So I must start mugging now.. Or it will be too late!!! Today I can watch Singapore Idol... smilez...
Mood:: In confusion
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time passes
I feel bored.. So bored.. Everyday seems to be an illusion... Going to school late and I feel that all my exams are all over but they are not over ... 12 days to o levels... In between we have to go back to school for mock exams.. It's tiring and boring... I rather stay at home and mug from day till night.. But forget it I will never be able to do that....
Stuff to complete:
1.Sleep
2.Read social studies
3.Practise mathematics :(---a .maths sux
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
That's me!!
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Pink Rox !!!
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Me n qiuhui
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Bck home
Heez... Did not do anything today.. Only a couple of physics question ....
When I was walking home, it was cool... All i heard was my footsteps and the tiny drops of rain hitting the blue giordano umbrella... I thought that was a perfect moment and besides me were plants... There was silence... I have no objective today... I marked my maths paper.. A lot of careless mistakes... 65/80 ...
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Qiu Hui Hse
Now I am updating my entry at qiuhui house... First time, actually come to her house to study.. Not sure we will study a not ... Anyway it's been a long time I came to her house... She got a new dog besides E.T... Now the other one call sha sha.. Wahaha..
Currently drinking pink dolphin
Currently talking to qiuhui
Things to be completed:
Do a paper for Chemistry and physics...
Do quiet time
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
The Great Lies of our times
1.I can be like God
2.I don't need God
3.Science has disproved the existence of God
4.The church is outdated and unnecessary
5.The Bible is meaningless in our times
6.Jesus is irrelevant to modern life
7.Maintaining virginity until marriage is unrealistic
8.Fame will make me happy
9.The world owes me a living
10.My worth depends on my wealth,intelligence,skill,and/or physical attractiveness
11. I am better than you
12.I can get along fine by myself
13.I can ignore life's rules and not suffer the consequences
14.Liberty means I'm free to do whatever I want
Each one of us are exposed to such lies always, but the devil makes sure we seldom hear them expressed in plain and simple terms.He tries to deceive us, yet his lies remain the same.
Went to church today with a heavy heart, my good friends was not with me in church... So tiring after such a long day but I think I seems wide awake when typing this entry.. I thought about sharing the great lies ... No one would be able to live alone.. No point lying to yourself... Face the reality... Love God... Seek for him... He loves each and everyone of us... ok... That's all I think I need to be bck to my books .. seeya
Telling or believing a lie -- both serve the devil
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Saturday, October 16, 2004
Graduation
Finally, I finished my 4 years of secondary education... Yesterday was quite bored I would say, it is hot and sticky and the food was not nice either.. and of course the DJ is very lame.. Playing stupid games.. Very funny .... Well, yesterday my class did a sharing session during maths period and we shared what we feel about the class.. I hope that we will be able to keep in contact...
Things to do:
1.Cook
2.Revise for monday's practical
3.If possible,revise history
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Pretty Girls... Anyone want to woo them... =D
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Don't they look Great on Graduation Night ???
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Heading home!!!
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Monday, October 11, 2004
.. Hello.. Did not update my blog yesterday due to TV and my homework.. My essay.. I rush my history essay until 12 plus ... But still did not manage to complete it till this morning when I had the free time to write it during my chinese lesson..
I submitted my form for the two weeks of SP... Who cares.. whatever.. so I guess I prefer to poly than the hectic lifestyle in JC.. I have never thought of giving up.. It is just that I want to do something of my interest than ending up somewhere I have no interest in... Well we will see... =D
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Sunday, October 10, 2004
Harlow!!! Miss my blog... Had so much fun in Orchard.. Out since 1 p.m touch back home at 8.40.. I was out for so long... But I have not had so much fun as this... I bought a skirt and a pink polo Tee... Beautiful and cool... What makes me so Happy!!! I went to Cathay Cineleisure for the Lime's 8 birthday.. Saw many cool bands.. Singapore Idol finalists of course.. And guess what I got their signatures.. I have never done such things in my whole life do you know??? I saw pug Jelly, Soul D'out.. and many more....
But I have to end it right here... I got to go back to my books... I need my grades... Whatever... Ppl could you give me advice of whether if I should go to an insituition or poly... It gave me confusion... Would I be able to apply for Insituition???
my aGenda
1. wrap Sarah's Birthday gift
2. Practise my guitar
3.Combined Humanities papers
revision
1.Switzerland
2.welfare state of Britain
3.Appeasement policy
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Saturday, October 09, 2004
Have been in front of the computer for quite sometime.. After my entry.. I'll try slogging.. :p.. hey ppl.. I'm super mixed up... Insitution... Or poly for 1st 3 mths??? I hope someone will guide me teach me.... Quite a beautiful day.. We skipped bio remedial and decided to do the corrections at home than staying there to finish it all.. Who cares about Mrs Hong.. opps... It's real funny when she walked past our class and we were giggling all the while.. As we wanted to run from her remedial ... =p what a great plot !!! Don't you agree with this ?
Tomorrow will be a day of shopping.. I can Orchard to shop ...Geez.. Waiting for this for really long.. What do you think?? I have to find something I like that I could wear for Graduation day.. =p .. Do you know why ? I have no other tops other than Tees... Forgive me for that... I hate buying clothes you see.. I don't give it a bother... New year day clothes is the same.. I'll just get into some departmental stores and grab some tees and jeans that's it.. I'll then bring it to the cashier....
I've photocopied a number of other schools paper to attempt... Wonder when will I finish them all... who knows.. Try them.. at least it is practise..
I shall leave with this Quote today :
Perfect Practice makes Perfect
Stuff to be done
1. Biology corrections
2.Fairfield social studies paper
3.Unknown history paper
Supposed to be mugging on the following:
1. League of nations and TOV (history)
2.Education ( s.studies)
3.Biotechnology
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Friday, October 08, 2004
heya.. Today is not bad.. lot's of fun and stuff... Got back my biology.. Not too bad.. B4.. Whatever.. I took the SP 2 week attachment course form.. still making a decision to take or not.. You see... My L1R4:19.. the L1R5 is around 24.. sure cannot make it for JC.. So that's out...I hate the 2 years of mugging in JC as well.. It simply sux... well I prefer poly... It's cool and wonderful... Whatever, that was my first impression of SP.. when I went last year for some debating stuff.. super big.. Nice.. a couple of friends studying there, must be quite ok.. They seems to be doing quite well...
Haha.. I am happy today.. Glad but not satisfied.. I could have done better.. No use crying overspilled milk.. Lolx...
Things are turning to the bright side...
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Thursday, October 07, 2004
.. A better day though... I got back my physics.. It's better than the previous years where I often get thirty over ....Now i left with half a mark to pass it.. However my combination is combine science so I got a C5 eventually.. L1R4 already 20.. So big cannot make it for Poly also.. All because my stupid maths ... I draw my locus did not read question.. Draw out of scale lose dunno like 8-10 marks fly away... Then the vector question so unfair... so stingy... Haiz..
One last paper tml.. That will be my Bio results... I am getting 28/40.. not really good and 25.5/40 for practical... I am feeling like crap.... How??? How abt hanging myself... Anyway my mum and dad feels ok when I told them about poly.. Whatever it is told ya... By God's wil where he wants me to be ... naturally I will be there...
Feeling so crappy
Sinking into CONFUSION
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Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Bad day!!! I am so sad... My results, everything... I blame myself for not doing well.. so sad.. Why things end up like this not what I wanted it to be??? I am tired sad... But yet I have to work damn hard... I have to .. I need the grades... I need them badly.... Well, it is not the end yet.. You see there is still a possiblity that I can do well in my 'o' levels.. I really do not know what to say... I am so sad.... I do not know what happened to me .... But I know God is still with me... No matter what I fair, it is still not the end of the world, everyone has his or her strengths, it is just that we do not know what they are...I am damn tired and angry... But life still goes on ... I feel my life turned upside down after I entered 4/7 ... it's rotting....
Anyway, last night I had a good talk with my parents.. They say it is up to me where I want to go... So they won't blame me... Whatever... The sun is still there... Stars will still be in the sky.. Nothing had changed.. Emotions simply changes... Why does emotions Change ???
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Hey! Today is a relatively up and down day.. Sad in the morning but quite happy in the afternoon though, I got back some of my results, it is not really good as my combined humanities did not meet my standard, I did average for my history but my social studies bring me down to a C5 for combined humanities which I am around B3 or 4 .. I do not know what happened... I am really quite sad with it.. My composition I did badly as I just wrote for the sake of writing.. It's like a P6 compo ??? It's really bad.. I am so shock by that, but other components pulled me up to a B3 I improved by around 2 to 3 grade... Quite happy with that though.. But I will not be able to get to the JC I want to go.. Well, who knows.. God, will you tell me where I will go ?? Send me a vision, dream
After school, I went to Pizza hut for lunch with my good friends.. We ate we laugh, we chat.. well we did a personality test too.. I still remember Cheryl's river though.. haha.. Sorry for not telling you that it would form a picture in the end.. we searched for present for somebody.. I still have to draw.. Can you imagine?? But quite cool though, that makes it unique...
Well, God loves you no matter what.. You cannot blame him for anything.. If we puts in our effort, he will gives us what we desire rite... But I am really afraid.. I just hope for a good Geography score so that I could take that as one humanities subject.. Definitely a C5 or more... Whatever, God knows where he want us to be.. leave it all to God why carry such thoughts of results.. Sleep well, don't think so much.. There is still a final 'o' level to go so don't worry... I shall stop here, I am going for tuition... I guess I will only update it tomorrow...=D
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Monday, October 04, 2004
hello... I had my dinner, it wasn't that bad after all... Hmm.. I guess my Mum's cooking skill is improving... My sis and I always criticise what she cooks as we are bias against her ...Lol .. So naughty right? Forgive me though guess she can't cook as well as my grandad.. Anyway we are getting our results soon, I just hope that they will moderate every single thing so that I can get into a JC? Haha.. Change of plan though, now I really know where I want to go... JC opens to everything.. I guess... Actually I have a lot of dreams and ambitions.. Haha.. Let's share some.. I want to be a lawyer, fashion designer, image consultant, computer whizzkid, a designer, architect... Haha.. Such big dreams will I ever be able to take up something I really desire??? Anyway.. I shall start mugging now.. =D people even if we have not got our results start mugging now .. There's no harm at least you put in effort.. To make a change.. Your grade might improve.. Who knows, without a try there would not be improvement... Smile people.. Soon it will be 22 Nov.. And our exams will be over...
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Yozzzz... It's me again... Today is sunday... I had a fun sunday today... In church we had a small sharing in the cell... We shared about our prelims and stuff... And what God's will is for us now ... Lastly, our strengths and weaknesses of each one of us... I wonder will God give me this chance to go to JC.... People who know me will know I have no interest in Science but I have a more interested in arts, as I think it is quite cool to know things around us or in the past.While science is something that does not really have the logic...
Anyway, like me tell you yesterday I went to search for a guitar tuner but it was in vain as it was out of stock for the 40 dollars tuner .. they only left with the tuner which is 130 bucks.. So obviously I did not buy in the end. I went to Yamaha music school but it doesn't have that as well... Perhaps it's by God's grace that I did not find one and bought it yesterday. Before I came home, near my church, there is one guitar shop.. Sarah and I went there.. Eventually, I bought a guitar tuner there.. Which is only 25 bucks perhaps it may not be good but it still can be used. The uncle was really nice.He taught me how to use and tuned it for me... For me I was could not remember my guitar strings notes.... Haha... Sarah knows...Lol.. I was asking the note she told me Eat All Day Great Big Eater... But after a while, when she left me on the train.. I could not remember that.... So I sms and asked her... I'm so forgetful...
It's my first time doing visualiser in church next week. I'm excited but fear is still in me as I'm afraid that I would forget to bring the CD or diskette to church next week or there would be errors or perhaps I could not change the slide as quickly.. But who cares, I'm doing for God that is all that matters...
Thinking about the future, I wonder who and what will I be in the future? Would I be who I am now, who is happy and always on the run... Would the carefree person I am now? Nothing binding me down, going for things I like.. Yet with no expectations? Where will I be? Would I still be on earth? I guess no ones know... Only God will know where will I be.. He had it all planned out... So don't worry..
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Sunday, October 03, 2004
aloha... Today's a saturday.. Weekends are always very interesting... Hey!! I've decided go get a guitar tuner today.. I don't really know if I really want it ... But I just thought I would get it to get my guitar tuned up.I have been visiting blogs the whole morning, getting ideas to improve my dear blog... I simply love the whole idea of Blogging...
Today, I realised everything have got hope.. You know why I said that.. People who knows me will know I flung my a maths for the whole year.. I myself just could not be convince that melvin actually told me that our results are based on moderation on the school itself so perhaps I could get a C6 even I get 50 out of 160 ??? I don't know but you see it give me hope that I still can work for a pass though...
I am going swimming this afternoon... It will be a fun day for me ... Smilez.. People you should go and exercise.. Treat it as relaxation don't stay home for your books and computer... =D
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Saturday, October 02, 2004
I'm back!!! I guess I am too happy... Well the Singapore Idol I like has got in... Whew..... I am happy as finally I managed to enhance this blog a little by the clock there... It is really nice I think but the colour combination have to change.. It needs a shocking pink though... Hmm.. I shall change that tomorrow.. So that I get a chance to post an entry again...
Anger is something that one could control, do not let it burst as you know it will hurt.. Your loved ones, your friends... Sometime things may be bad as you are bias... However, overtime your anger will subside and forgiveness come in... Well, I talked to someone whom I may have biasness against for the past few weeks, we have not been talking because of numerous misunderstandings... However, in my heart, there is no hatred but love.God is love, his children should be like him to be able to love. Sometimes to forgive somebody may be hard. But I feel it is not impossible.. It's the way we handle it... People think differently.. But you know bearing hatred is a burden why bear such burdens.. Why don't you try forgiving, your burden will be removed.. People reading my blog... Love your enemies as yourself... Do not judge people... I have not been able to accomplish this though... Forgive me.. Sometimes we do judge.. especially I judge the teachers I have could teach a not... Don't follow me... I may be just irritated or jealous of other classes...
The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid, do not be discouraged.
- Deuteronomy 31:8
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Hey!!! It took me so long to finish the blog.. Editing and editing... One must have perserverence.. Never give up doing something... Everything will be great... YUp... Smile ppl.... I love this blog... Because of the colour, the design.. So wonderful... People.. thinks I am a happy girl... =p Of course I am a super duper happy person.. If ever you see me sad or angry.. Tell me to smile ok ? Feeling happy is great... What people thinks or gossip about you will no longer be there as you know no matter what happen you are still on the positive side... Smile and all troubles turn away from you... Bright turns dark away... Light covers darkness.. People smile in the light, cry in the dark... Smile ppl... Be happy like me.. Perhaps you thinks it is weird but it brings ppl happiness.. Crapping again.. Let what my friends always say about me.. I'm always off track... when will I be on track again... But I know Lord still guides and lead me on.. I will not be off track again... Prelims are over... No matter what results I attain... I promise I would not blame God and I will still love him as much as before... Life is a winding journey.. You never know what may be in front of you in seconds,minutes,hours,days,months,years.....
Heaven is there waiting
Here am I waiting to be brought up
When will I be in heaven?
Where there is no longer sorrows
But joy and happiness awaits
For God's children
