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‚ô• Sunday, August 27, 2006
12:34 AM




when I'm sad lonely and feel really horrible. There comes my brushes and pain to my rescue. They save me from the world. Thinking too much. I've sunk into deep deep thoughts again. alright. I'll explain what the pictures means. I'm trying to learn to explain the pictures I paint. For I believe. When I paint. There's a meaning to my pictures. The first one was a blue star. A star big and blue. it meant I'm blue today. Not bright and shiny but a little blue. actually I painted this star because of starSfish. i don't wish to further explain it. If you want to know. I'll tell you. As for the next 2 are a blue flower I painted. It was my first painting tonight.I was really sad and bored and everything. Could not focus. Why force myself to paint something I've never paint before. why torture myself. so I painted it blue. the strokes I used meant I'm really confused by things of this world. with some areas of dark blue meant there's still darkness surrounding me. Which I need the light to break it free. I'm feeling much better after painting. I've opened another blog. It's called the unphotographable blog. it is a blog where I put my pictures. I really like the unphotographable picture. it's really nice. meaningful and all. that's the why I love art. It communicates to me in a very special way. I shall put it this way. All art pieces speak. that's that. bye