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‚ô• Sunday, August 13, 2006
9:11 PM

thank you God.
Whole of yesterday. I really did not tear or grieve. I don't understand why. Because I've been crying for many many days. once it was past 12. I started crying again. Like magic. I'm back to where I am suppose to be. I started crying. Can't help I do not know why either. Just feel for this world. But no matter how I feel for the world. Tears doesn't come. But once it was 13 Aug. It's another story. That's crazy. I realised. My fear. argh. I fear the evil one. Like a lot. A lot. I guess my encounter with them make me feel even worse. I hate it. I was scared. very scared. I hate it. But for now. I just need to mug and study and live with God. I wished God would bless me with a mac laptop. Because I've set my heart upon designing. I'll not change my mind. Whatever it is. I've got to thank God for everything He gave. Life is so beautiful. I love this life of mine. I've been saying that like so many times. ha. nvm.

I went mugging with my friends. Joyce ho and sin yi. hee. I did 2 chapters. That's really productive ok. 3 to 6 plus 7. Thank you girls. I think if I went home I'll be screwed. Because surely I will be sleeping watching TV. well mugging tml with sinyi too. big smile big big smile. I really got to go. spend time with God and thinking what to mug on. I really have to do it. Or I'll be so dead. God I must pass operations management. send an angel down to teach me what is it all about. God I must pass. Dear God. I trust u.