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‚ô• Friday, August 04, 2006
11:35 PM

sigh sigh sigh

this place is empty and black. well. I feel like telling my cell. I love you people so much that now I hate the cell now? I dont know. It's contradicting. I love my cell, but circumstances change the way I feel and think. now my face is stressed. One auntie on the bus asked me if I was ok. I must be thinking too hard. that I got stressed up so much that the ear piece I had was redundant. I wasn't even listening at all. All I do was think why have so much happened. why Lord. I am not even deem fit to ask God why. But I guess. I am going to explode soon. soon I'll be climbing out of the windows. I hate this. I hate this. God will see the cell through. Why I cant I just be patient and wait for Him to do His work. well well well. life is getting tougher and tougher. soon, you'll see suffering from asthma attacks soon. As I get so worried. I've never felt that before. What will happen if this very moment God take everyone away. Will your friends and loved ones go where you are going? this is crazy. sigh. will God do miracles again ? God you reminded me not to be stressed. it's really messy now. God I leave it all to You. whatever You do. I will just be quiet. dont ask me anything. i will now choose to keep silent.