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‚ô• Friday, August 11, 2006
9:28 PM

reading rachel tears.

I guess. Her journals are like mine. similar. for we put in our deepest things in our closets. The temptations we faced. The hurts that we go through. The prayers we made in the journals are the same.pictures here and there. a verse here and there. but we loved the same God and art. We love to use art to express God. She loves acting but I love designing making graphics. I've felt that I love to write in the journal of mine. these years I've got 5 of them. countless of things mentioned in there. There were periods of time I did not write . It meant I was running away from my Father. The Father in heaven, I felt so hard to faced Him in the past. But these months after the church camp and sonicfest. My life is different. Every sin commited. Confess it. God hears it and knows it. No point running away trying to hide. I guess God you really allowed me to grow in You. For I know too I will not apologise for speaking the name of Jesus and I will stand firm in You and for You. I will never deny You. I will not hide the wonderous light of Jesus to the rest of this world. It is such a bright light. God I love you. I really do. really really do. I guess I'm not even studying. My time and my life is JESUS JESUS JESUS. GOD GOD GOD. My time and my life are spent thinking what is Jesus doing. How heaven is like. When is He coming. For I can't wait for Him to come and take me Home. I really do. I really hope God will wake this world up soon and show them God is true. I'm really going on with life. I got some clothes for my attachment which I like. Bought quite a few pieces. Life is gorgeous. I guess some of my closest friend will be irritated. For everything coming out of me is Jesus and God. For I can't help it. He's my no.1 pirority. It just can't be second or third or so on. He can only be first. For He first created the world. For He first send His Son to die for our sins. He was first in loving us unconditionally and always with us. He is just no.1 in my life. It is just a fact everyone have to accept if you still consider me as a friend. heh. alright. I'm suppose to be studying till now. heh. is nothing :) alright. bye.