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Sunday, August 06, 2006
God is awesome. Too big to understand. heh. He finally said something. Well actually, He speaks. That's a secret between me and Him.
God gave me another vision today. the 3 visions link up all nicely together. sheesh. The first one from heaven i was on a bench alone like alone. I hate being alone sometimes and I was looking down when people was playing. They are happy and here i am crying again. Then God came beside the bench and gave me a hug saying. You are not alone. I am with You. obviously I cried and cried. Second one was I was crying at a dark corner. It was black all around me. I was in white robe all the 3 visions. Then God came took my hand and walk me out . Last one came today. He knows. I cannot take it anymore. I could not do it anymore. I was so upset. 2 weeks or 1 week I drifted away from Him. I used to be super on reading the bible. Suddenly I didn't have that passion for a week. I felt terrible. Like what's is this. Things goes wrong and so on. Make me even more upset. God finally gave this. I was lighten up. It was me and God. standing on the ground with a white robe. Like a toddler. God lifted me to his shoulders and walked . I was like God will carry me through. Finally, I spoke to someone that I have to and need to speak to today. sigh. I have all the things she said. Like whatever she said was spot on. I'm very happy at least I'm still ok. Because recently when I turn on the tap meant my tears . It can't off. Even in praise songs. I'll start crying. Horribly. Like grieving but I dont know why. Sometimes I know but I'll grieve and grieve it have started. A.erika saw a weeping girl twice. I guess tears that I have a lot. So yup. I tried arguing with God. God dont make me cry I will look very ugly after crying. God replied. you are pretty . you are my creation. I was like okok. Don't argue. That's enough as long I'm not ugly in His eyes. heh. will do will do. There's much more things i got to do.People see me online right everyday. Do me a favour bug me to go and pray if I have not done so. Please Please Please. I can't pray very long but I got to learn. I will do as He says. I love Him alot. No doubt. I'm uber uber happy girl. though getting canon ixus. The effect of it was not from my dad or family . there came problems of the world. yup. well, i wont share what God has for me. Julian Tan. I am not emo ok? I'm just troubled with things between world and God. Got kind of confuse with world satan God and all. So today. i settle all things. I guess I'm glad things turn this way. to the someone though you may never read my blog. I will still be praying for you. For God said all will be back. As a cell we will claim it from God. For God has revealed. hey all. clouds and skies are blue now. Now all I can do is to pray and wait. wow. I love this. But loads to pray about. God I need You. He protected me so many times. From the valleys of the shadow of death I will fear no evil for you are with me your rod and your staff they comfort me. I'm off. bye ppl. share with u ppl more soon.
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Ngee Ann
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psalms 27:4
a lady that is striving to dwell in the house of the Lord
who is learning to see God's greater purpose for her
who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
God is awesome. Too big to understand. heh. He finally said something. Well actually, He speaks. That's a secret between me and Him.
God gave me another vision today. the 3 visions link up all nicely together. sheesh. The first one from heaven i was on a bench alone like alone. I hate being alone sometimes and I was looking down when people was playing. They are happy and here i am crying again. Then God came beside the bench and gave me a hug saying. You are not alone. I am with You. obviously I cried and cried. Second one was I was crying at a dark corner. It was black all around me. I was in white robe all the 3 visions. Then God came took my hand and walk me out . Last one came today. He knows. I cannot take it anymore. I could not do it anymore. I was so upset. 2 weeks or 1 week I drifted away from Him. I used to be super on reading the bible. Suddenly I didn't have that passion for a week. I felt terrible. Like what's is this. Things goes wrong and so on. Make me even more upset. God finally gave this. I was lighten up. It was me and God. standing on the ground with a white robe. Like a toddler. God lifted me to his shoulders and walked . I was like God will carry me through. Finally, I spoke to someone that I have to and need to speak to today. sigh. I have all the things she said. Like whatever she said was spot on. I'm very happy at least I'm still ok. Because recently when I turn on the tap meant my tears . It can't off. Even in praise songs. I'll start crying. Horribly. Like grieving but I dont know why. Sometimes I know but I'll grieve and grieve it have started. A.erika saw a weeping girl twice. I guess tears that I have a lot. So yup. I tried arguing with God. God dont make me cry I will look very ugly after crying. God replied. you are pretty . you are my creation. I was like okok. Don't argue. That's enough as long I'm not ugly in His eyes. heh. will do will do. There's much more things i got to do.People see me online right everyday. Do me a favour bug me to go and pray if I have not done so. Please Please Please. I can't pray very long but I got to learn. I will do as He says. I love Him alot. No doubt. I'm uber uber happy girl. though getting canon ixus. The effect of it was not from my dad or family . there came problems of the world. yup. well, i wont share what God has for me. Julian Tan. I am not emo ok? I'm just troubled with things between world and God. Got kind of confuse with world satan God and all. So today. i settle all things. I guess I'm glad things turn this way. to the someone though you may never read my blog. I will still be praying for you. For God said all will be back. As a cell we will claim it from God. For God has revealed. hey all. clouds and skies are blue now. Now all I can do is to pray and wait. wow. I love this. But loads to pray about. God I need You. He protected me so many times. From the valleys of the shadow of death I will fear no evil for you are with me your rod and your staff they comfort me. I'm off. bye ppl. share with u ppl more soon.
