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‚ô• Sunday, July 09, 2006
5:08 PM

today, I'm a happy girl. I'm a really happy girl today. No matter how sticky I am to God. God is always there holding me. I would say I'm very annoying to God I feel. Because every little thing. I'll tell him. Why what .. Basically anything anyone could ever think of. I guess. Since the 2 weeks break till now. I'm seeking and learning from Him. But I always feels that He don't really love me. Because I cant feel it. But I actually know He does. Then today, I went for prayer in the room. Very weird. A.cecilia ask me to go. So I was like ok. lets go. so went in. I'm the youngest. So I prayed together with them. Interceding for the people. It's really amazing. The Spirit was moving around when we were praying. Then, they prayed for me. Then u.andrew said God is very happy with me. That makes my day ok? I'm like. yay! haha. Because it was spot on. I've been quiet and in stillness these few weeks seeking him, yearning for him. God said I will speak wisdom. That's quite out for me. Because, I love to talk nonsense but I guess. Somehow through my nonsense will become wisdom. But whatever it is. I've grown really close to God. I'll be upset when God is not around. I've been feeling for this country called EAST TIMOR. The poorest asia country. Seems like God reminding me of this country. I need to go there at least once. I don't know I feel led to go. Do pray for me that I'll have holidays on 22 - 29 Dec. That I could spend this christmas there with the people in Timor. I wish to go for Joshua 21. so remember to pray for me. I feel that.fasting makes me give in to temptations easily. and unknowningly, that's how temptations can be so quiet and you just give in without knowing. So becareful of temptations in this world. so many. Let me tell you something. I cannot believe it. But I guess I believe. There was once this week on the bus. I like nv think of God. He's my no.1 pirority everyday now. Quiet Time is the first thing I do. Like when I get home. Despite my work and all. Is QT. confirm even test and all. The very thing I do is to seek God. Then on the bus right. I saw God's reflection. I was like eh. That looks like Him. Then, it disappeared. It's a split second thing. It was on TV mobile at the side. My reaction was like eh. Then ppl arnd looked at me for a while. Then I was like right that was God. Then I started to pray. I've been doing very weird things lately. When I see someone in need I'll pray for the person. They are all strangers by the way. Today I saw a vision. I saw God holding a baby in His arms close. He showed me the baby's face and then took him back into his arms. I was like oh. cool.so sweet the baby. But I'm not sure if heard the right thing. But maybe not. so I wont say it. alright. I've got a lot to say. I'm going to be a PRAYER WARRIOR from now on. For those don't know. I hate praying. seriously. if you ever know me. I pray 5 mins at home only. haha. but now. It's increasing. Yesterday, me and sharon fast lunch. I was really hungry really want to eat. Both of us when it was 6 . We were at hans eating western food. try it man. if you want to skip meals. do it for God don't do it like trying to slim down. it's a waste. haha. A verse touched me yesterday. However, as it is written. No eyes has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him. 1 cor 2
:9 That's the verse if you followed your 40 day fast is on the 8 jul page. I've been following it faithfully :) I like what they says in there. Really are all Singapore problems. The sins we always commit. Individualism. It's not about us anymore. Ppl. It's about GOD GOD and GOD. whatever it is. If you want to show off how good you are your whatever. That you can show it all to people by performing in church. No, it's so wrong. It's about giving Him your all. Not to show off. Get it right? people. it's really no longer my way our way but is His WAY. for there is only ONE WAY. God is the way the truth and the life. so He's the ONLY way. I really talk too much.ok. a lot of things God did. A lot of things I did what I guess God wants. I'm skipping trainings. haha. I am. actually it's a good idea that someone gave to do my role as treasurer and skip all my trainings. bravo. it's a great solution. no need to go think too much. Love you Lord. people walk with God. don't indulge into individualism. if you want to show off. show off Your God. Boast God to your friends people. That's the thing you can boast. He's awesome. I need guidance. somebody help me ok? I want to go to streets and do evangelism again. I did it once till now I've stopped. I want to do it for God again. :)

grey skies
raindrops dropping
sitting by the window
looking at cars passing by