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‚ô• Sunday, July 30, 2006
8:21 PM

sigh.
I'm upset again. whatever it is. I know something is crumbling but no matter how people tries. It just cant be done. Only God can do it. I asked so many times God still refuse to tell me... sheesh. I need another retreat on saturday. Botanical Gardens. I just want to sit on that green field and look at the sky. Asking God. I have a sudden emotion swing. From a happy and making noise. Suddenly when this word come to my mind. Everything starts to crumble and fall. I did not want to do anything. All I wanted to do was to hide. well, it's my cell. Don't know why either. I want to hide from it but I do know something. forget it. I will write it on the other blog. whatever it is. I'll start buying candles when I'm upset. one upset one candle. perfect. at least not so painful after buying candles. :) bye.