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‚ô• Monday, July 03, 2006
8:16 PM

i started fasting today. The first day I fast. I fasted from say 11 to 3 p.m... No lunch. I feel like crap. I'm like tempted. I wanted to eat but I kept saying sam. u are on a fast. haha. it's so dumb. I ate with cheryl at 3. I wonder if that was considered a fast. I prayed on the train when I went to meet Cheryl for the youths and all. I think it was a good as in to fast and be reminded to pray for people. I prayed for one of my friends who I do not know but his name and whatever have been appearing to me like every other day. I've never talk to him in fact well, i guess it was only like in Jan. for once for a few minutes only. that's all. Cheryl's run is over. tired. so I did not go for training. what an excuse. I'm so tired. Shopping consecutively for 2 days are really tiring. And my seniors who graduated are all going into army. sigh. lack of motivation to run. They've been encouraging me. Thank you u ppl. God is right. No matter what u do. Do not give up. I wanted to give up doing videos and design. because I hate things to be edited. Because that means I've done a bad job and I'll feel rejected. But I guess. God is right. It's dumb to give up for such a dumb reason. God thank you. You showed me another picture when we were worshipping. I was afraid. The picture shows I was hiding in a corner near a wall. Hiding there and crying. squatting. then u came over and pulled me to You. God, that's another vision u gave and show me that you're there with me in sadness when I'm afraid. thank you Lord.

On second thoughts. It'll be great if I have training like yesterday. So motivating. that there are people around cheering you on to run. Training is like so demoralizing nowadays because you do and people wont be like there to support except say my club president he will. But others I doubt.alright my blogging season have went down. Nothing interesting as yet. alright I'm off. I've got to do my project.