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‚ô• Sunday, June 25, 2006
1:19 AM

Then You came
I want to say I love You
And all that You've done for me
I'll never understand it
Your sacriface to save me

Take what I have
I want to give it all away
Take my life
In light of who you are

Then you came and died for me
And You came to set me free

God has been great the past 3 days during sonicfest. These 2 weeks are my best weeks this year. Church camp and sonicfest. Pursuing God non-stop. I'm really glad. Look God came and died for me. He first LOVED me. sometimes, we worship Him as we have to lead worship like soon. Pray only when we are in TROUBLE. Read the word when we need the COMFORT. No God doesn't want this. What God wants is a CHILD of God. That stripped off of what you are. Whether you are a church leader or a pastor or whoever. God just want you REAL. No pretence. Just be you yourself. LOVE God. God loved us first. Do you still remember the first time God touched you ? I do. I cried. The last day of sonicfest conference night rally. Was my first time crying through the sermon. Listening to demetree said about his life and are we fake and in pretence and pride building up and ego? I guess. I pulled everything down. Demolished this tower of mine. Set it right. No serving it's alright. God just want you to walk with Him and Love Him. Sometimes, I realised if I ever sit down to read the bible. I find that I could not read His word. Because sometimes I'm greedy, I'll jump around the bible. Now I'm trying to hold His word in my heart by memorising verses. I guess. That's what God wants me to do. Sit and Listen LOVE him. Know Him. God has been with me the whole day. Feeling His presence around me everywhere I went. yup. I'm happy. God take my hand and walk me through this life you've given me. I know it's going to be hard. But God, teach me to put everything away. The hurt I feel it's still there. When I dont think about it. I'm fine. When I see it, the hurt is there waiting for me. I did said I'll speak to you. But I'm really not too sure if I really can do it. I'm tired. Lord take me by Your side and hopefully I'll just disappear with God. That'll be great. No more projects no more pain. take it all LORD. then You came. this song. I learnt it at sonicfest. I don't know. The sonic edge ppl played it really well, inspire me to learn from 2 person there. Well, I'm still contemplating of going to monthly sonic gathering. I wonder.