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‚ô• Tuesday, June 27, 2006
9:48 PM

my life is so different now. I dont like hanging out in school and stuff anymore. I've been longing to go home these 2 days when I started school. Because for ONE reason. FOR GOD. I want to spend what I have with God. I dont know. He's been with me. Thank you Saviour. Crushed to the broken pieces. Building these foundations are not easy. I've left so many things. I got to stop letting these routines of life bind me from MY GOD. He's too great and so loving to me. He's my BIG DADDY. I don't know. I've left things behind with God. I don't feel painful anymore. I don't know. It kind of weird but yup. I've left it there with God. No pain. All I want is God. ALL DAY. I want to be the BEST MEDIA ARTIST for God. But I do not know what I could do but I certainly won't deny He gave me this gift beside the other numerous small gifts. But what I can do is to humble myself and stop doing all earthly things and just be with God. I enjoy the Time I spend with God. Though I can't do 2 hrs of Quiet Time daily. But I'll strive. Maybe people out there thinks I'm like nuts but no way. Spending my time with God is better than anything. Because you'll walk with JOY. Because You'll always be reminded of God being there. God said He'll be there when 2 or more people is gathered in His name. I don't find it true. Haha. Not that His word is not true. When I'm alone He's presence can be felt. On the bus, in the classroom, the toilets, the room. Everywhere. God's everywhere and always with US!!! God you're too Great!! Lord if You really want me to leave Track can it drag till September is over ? abt 3 mths more. sigh. I'm really like lost with this. I want to listen to God and I want to run. right. I'm in a Y junction. I'm tired of those testings. Though I know. I have to. God will you give those tests at a slower pace. I need to adjust and adapt as well as cope. suprises and suprises. track and field. speak Lord. I'm here to listen to You.