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Thursday, June 29, 2006
my left leg. is in pain. I can't walk properly certainly after 9 sets of 200m. I wonder how did the rest ever survive? but anyway. everyone's was tired out after 10 sets of 200m . I did 9 because I was late. well, I wonder why did I change without realising that I'm suppose to stop training. Because I guess I could not take training. I am so tired out and everything. I just wanted to stop. I guess, God has been waiting patiently for me. I don't want to let Him wait anymore. But I just do not know how to do it.
I guess God finally taught me not to look into faults which I've always look into. Which I ended up getting hurt.upset. Isaiah 7:9 Be ever hearing, but never understanding. Be ever seeing, but never perceiving. Quite hard to understand but I guess I know what God trying to tell me. Well God send me a question too. Whom shall I send And who will go for us? In that context was God and His angels. Well, I gave the answer Here am I, send me. If God wants me to do His work. Gladly I'll do it without asking doubting and does as He said. joyce is right. submitting a blank paper to God. It's the hardest thing for me ever. I have not been able to let go of school stuff. Like many things. anyway. I did a flash assignment today. started a new class called Flash Applications. I hope to do my own flash movie soon. :) can't wait. I guess getting in business not that bad at least there's some media stuff here and there.
thank you sinyi and joyce . I don't know what to say. what lovely sisters in christ both of you are to me :) Always there to support me. I guess, I should start playing guitar leisurely again. Haven't been playing for v.long. I want someone to teach me. haha. well I have basically Nic.wong who taught me first. Then came believer music coach then it was James in crusade. Now I'm just hanging there. I have in mind who I want to learn from. I wonder if that person will teach me.Well, I missed monthly sonic gathering. I feel like banging the wall. I want to go. don't ask me why, just a ministry that I'm uber curious with I just want to see how God works :) not that I doubt or anything. I just think this ministry is awesome. it's not a ministry that is easy, it requires a lot of prayer and there's a lot of spiritual warfare. alright. weekends are coming that makes me happy. I got to thank God. I have no econs Retest. That's amazing. big time. amazed. I didn't flung. it's like a wow. thank you God. taking the results. I could feel God with me there. I was praying and I was trembling at first someone else script was on top and I thought I flung. But I found my paper and of course I passed :) It's no longer about results. It's about life. because if everything is based on results life ain't worth living for. Good results so what. It cannot buy JOY. mugging like nerds. school not supposed to be like that. well as long u put in your best. And students enjoy studying. it's cool and awesome. No regrets of POLY life. I've been having fun and learn a lot of experiences. organising a race. It's not an easy job. If all the different I/Cs dont do their job , it will come to nothing. For me, school is the best !!
enjoy school. but of course do what God wants u to do :)
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Ngee Ann
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psalms 27:4
a lady that is striving to dwell in the house of the Lord
who is learning to see God's greater purpose for her
who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings
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Thursday, June 29, 2006
my left leg. is in pain. I can't walk properly certainly after 9 sets of 200m. I wonder how did the rest ever survive? but anyway. everyone's was tired out after 10 sets of 200m . I did 9 because I was late. well, I wonder why did I change without realising that I'm suppose to stop training. Because I guess I could not take training. I am so tired out and everything. I just wanted to stop. I guess, God has been waiting patiently for me. I don't want to let Him wait anymore. But I just do not know how to do it.
I guess God finally taught me not to look into faults which I've always look into. Which I ended up getting hurt.upset. Isaiah 7:9 Be ever hearing, but never understanding. Be ever seeing, but never perceiving. Quite hard to understand but I guess I know what God trying to tell me. Well God send me a question too. Whom shall I send And who will go for us? In that context was God and His angels. Well, I gave the answer Here am I, send me. If God wants me to do His work. Gladly I'll do it without asking doubting and does as He said. joyce is right. submitting a blank paper to God. It's the hardest thing for me ever. I have not been able to let go of school stuff. Like many things. anyway. I did a flash assignment today. started a new class called Flash Applications. I hope to do my own flash movie soon. :) can't wait. I guess getting in business not that bad at least there's some media stuff here and there.
thank you sinyi and joyce . I don't know what to say. what lovely sisters in christ both of you are to me :) Always there to support me. I guess, I should start playing guitar leisurely again. Haven't been playing for v.long. I want someone to teach me. haha. well I have basically Nic.wong who taught me first. Then came believer music coach then it was James in crusade. Now I'm just hanging there. I have in mind who I want to learn from. I wonder if that person will teach me.Well, I missed monthly sonic gathering. I feel like banging the wall. I want to go. don't ask me why, just a ministry that I'm uber curious with I just want to see how God works :) not that I doubt or anything. I just think this ministry is awesome. it's not a ministry that is easy, it requires a lot of prayer and there's a lot of spiritual warfare. alright. weekends are coming that makes me happy. I got to thank God. I have no econs Retest. That's amazing. big time. amazed. I didn't flung. it's like a wow. thank you God. taking the results. I could feel God with me there. I was praying and I was trembling at first someone else script was on top and I thought I flung. But I found my paper and of course I passed :) It's no longer about results. It's about life. because if everything is based on results life ain't worth living for. Good results so what. It cannot buy JOY. mugging like nerds. school not supposed to be like that. well as long u put in your best. And students enjoy studying. it's cool and awesome. No regrets of POLY life. I've been having fun and learn a lot of experiences. organising a race. It's not an easy job. If all the different I/Cs dont do their job , it will come to nothing. For me, school is the best !!
enjoy school. but of course do what God wants u to do :)
