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‚ô• Saturday, June 10, 2006
1:50 AM

i wonder what was right and what was wrong. i wonder. is our friendship so fragile. that when something happens it'll be broken. I guess it did. And it have. because it's a fact. This friendship is no longer one. when one is giving in. but the other refused to. so the conflict came in. I just want you to know I've not blamed you for worship neither do I blame you for what you promised. i blame myself for that why could not I think it was just because of someone's initiative to help. it only occur to me you did not kept your promise. that's all that I blamed for not keeping to what you said which actually was even not your fault.because it was mine from the start. so many things i asked of you. for we man can't do things. because only God can. what I can say is. You're feeling all that you wrote. do you think how much better I am feeling. being drawn back from people. do you ever know. even when I disappeared for quite a while. does anyone ever know. where was I? no one ever knows. because no one ever cared. what a test that I tried. when I came back then people realised I was missing. when i was missing. does anyone realised. nope. they do not. they do not know. they just don't understand how it feels like.I've changed. i admit i did drastically. caused by hurts and pains. this friendship have came to the end. so does this blog. it has stopped. run is all i've got now.