<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/8546333?origin\x3dhttp://just-whack.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>




‚ô• Monday, June 19, 2006
1:07 AM

actually. i have no idea what is happening to me again. sometimes, things just come out one after another. simply one after another. I'm feeling the pain again. till now, only God you know. only You God. recently, I'm like going up and down. sometimes really high up there and low down there. I meant my emotions. For God. it's always high up there. just quite sad about how life goes. don't know why either. all I know. I'm going for sonicfest. God I trust that you heal me there of my hurts. because I'm really happy because God knows. He brought me there for a reason since last year till now. I've never forget about this. I don't know why either. He's going to give me a suprise like He did last year. Fort canning worshipping God. I could feel His presence. I was perspiring like so much. with one guitar and a worship leader we prayed and worshipped God. I still remember uncle sonic. a blessing indeed. thanks! I've let go of buying the guitars like I think it is stupid. because it's not His will for me to buy it. I will not buy it. Bless God.

Things I want NOW.
1. The Message Bible
2. The Amplified Bible
3. Apple Laptop - if God is willing ( to do design work)

I thank God for my wonderful parents. Actually, I treated my house I felt like a hotel. I've realised and I try to spend more time with them and talk to them. I guess, God gave me this family. I got to treasure it. I'm not going to worry about anything anymore. whatever hurt I'm feeling. take it all.

Things I want to do at the end of this year
1. memorise 50 verses from my bible
2. read 5 books by the end of this year
3. Faith and trust in my friends

don't dare to set anymore. just these 3 for this year will make me hard enough. I do not know why, but I feel God is taking me away in a way or another. I don't know. I feel very swept away. I feel everyone is a stranger. i do not know. But I keep feeling I'm leaving this earth very soon. I do not know how soon. But I'm trusting my God. For my God is so big. I've started with my long story. basically my mind is very messed up. God clear it all up Father I pray in Jesus name, AMEN! but I guess what to thank God for the camp You turned my UNIVERSE around. AMEN! I'm off to bed for now. the long story have just began.