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‚ô• Thursday, May 11, 2006
12:07 AM

i cant tolerate it any longer. I'm sorry to say that. but I still have to say it. I know I have to. Someone tell me. What I see is it the way things are now. Youth ministry. After you are sec 4 in church. Everyone will naturally become a sec1 cell leader, intern what so ever. It seems like a graduation process. then after being cell leader, cell labourer, then supervisor and so on... Can I ask is this right. It just across to me. Does God really want this. Youth leaders, are they really serving wholeheartedly? God just reminded me this verse. Which I failed I know. Serve the Lord your God wholeheartedly. But not half heartedly. God does not need your service. Get this clear first. God is MOST HIGH. He can do anything. He doesn't need us to do such things for Him. He is God. alright. sorry. I'm really have no idea what to say. the attitude of youth leaders. I can't take it. sorry yup. I mean to serve in youth aren't for us to say. I seriously hope. The next batch of leaders pray and ask what God wants them to do. this has been a culture. I would dare say. i cant take it much longer. I mean. I don't know why I'm seeing all these flaws. But I do not know why. I feel that God wants to change us. I seriously do not know how. And to me, I'm very affected by such things. I'm really unhappy and all. Because I know in all things seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness. But things aren't seem to be that way. God I pray, I pray that I won't be so paranoid with this, so frustrated with all this, but learn to pray to You and ask for PATIENCE, LOVE, to change the way THINGS are now that they honour YOU first in all things and seek first your kingdom and righteous above all things. I ask in Your mighty name. Amen.

-sorry marcus, made u really frustrated. with all these.