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‚ô• Saturday, May 27, 2006
11:15 PM

i'm lost in this big world. well, simply does not know what am I to do. things aren't always for me. it's against me. well. I got to accept that fact of life. I did habour thoughts of leaving church. because I'm utterly disappointed when my eyes opened and saw the flaws. I was grieved. I asked Who really is God? why do ppl treat Him in such way. Including me. My eyes opened and now I see. I see it all. I've thought of giving up. Hiding away from God. Doing a lot of things. But it came to no avail though. it's pointless sometimes. had a long walk on Friday night down the streets of orchard. I enjoyed walking thru in the midst of people alone. thinking. I've never stop thinking for a moment. I'm no longer that simple person anymore. I'm looking into the motives of why people do things. I've lost the faith I had in many friends. I have only 2 friends that I can really trust. That's God and sarah phua that He sent to stand by me. I'm happy about that. why did I lost that faith you can ask. I've been thru a setback that I've not yet to be overcomed. the why did ppl do this. whatever it is. it was disappointment. Faith in friends. Friends that were close to me were no longer close to my heart. I habour doubts of them. my feelings towards the word FRIENDSHIP.