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‚ô• Monday, May 22, 2006
11:02 PM

how do i start this post. I've officially sank into the collapse syndrome. I can faint and collapse anytime. I'm so weak I feel. I'm really tired. I really really wish I'm in a coma sleeping. this world is so busy. I cant handle it anymore. I've no time with God which I want. I cant study. I'm really tired. But still I want to walk with His will in my heart. IVP is in September. that fears me alot. I cant take it.I don't know. of course. not just that. I couldn't worship God on sunday I realised. why? i also dunno. I'm tired. I'm really tired. I need to rest. But I find no rest. So ppl. Pls don't ask me to do anything. it's not within my capability anymore.i cant do anything. all I want is to sleep. there's simply nothing called leisure to me. come on. I'm not even working yet. I'm just a student. BUSY BUMBLE Bee. that's me. Collapsed.