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‚ô• Wednesday, February 15, 2006
8:49 PM

I'm lost

what's wrong with me today. I suddenly feel so lost in this world. A world that it seems I'm a stranger with those eyes looking at me. Is there really anything wrong with me. I guess, sitting down at burger king forcing myself to take a longer look at those econs notes is so ineffective. My mind seems to have like went bonkers. I know how near are my exams but I just can't do it. God I know you are always so near me. But I feel so lost, I have totally no idea what to do. I know what gifts you have given me. But I have no idea how can I use that to serve you. Because, I seems to lost the joy I had when I serve You in the past. It's so hard to serve God with this joy. Instead of joy, I feel it is all about responsibility. Church seems to be a place that comes and go. Is Church like this? I have no idea what to do with this life. I am tired, just so tired. lost.....