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‚ô• Sunday, August 14, 2005
7:58 PM

it's baptism today. julian was chasing me around. shin was hurting. people can see I wasn't walking properly. sighs. wednesday is the competition.Thank you Joel.Mo for that notebook. yea.. I really like that... Guitar rox!! I just listened to Pastor Glenn Lim's sermon.. one of his sermons.I think he is really good. I've been thinking so much lately. I need changes in my life, in church and everything. I don't know what God wants. I desire to be like Mary but ended up like Martha. I feel that I should be moving on. I asked God about something, He gave a choice answer. That I could choose, but basically, I really do not know what to do. Basically, I only told Sarah about this.I'm lost. Nelson once asked me how was worship? I could not answer him the question. I told him, I cannot tell him because, halfway through the worship, I thought I was not singing to God but just mouthing the words. I want to worship Him, but I kept feeling that He is no longer there. I was thinking if people were really worshipping Him. Where was God? I wondered for so long. There was like a barrier between me and Him in church. But I realise when I'm not in church, I know God was there. In fort canning, everywhere. I guess the greatest barrier was I am not serving joyfully, which God did say in the bible. I forgot the verse. Uncle Sonic did shared in one of the sonicfest prayer meeting. God desires us to serve him joyfully. God does not need us to serve Him. But he wants his children to serve him with a JOYFUL heart. yup. God, teach me what to do.I just want to walk in YOUR WAY.

GOD will make a Way, when there seems to be NO WAY ..