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‚ô• Saturday, March 31, 2007
7:23 PM



TEAM MATES WITHDRAWL SYMPTONS


10 days spent with Godiva, Sinyi, Winniejoy, Daniel, Bilson, Arlene and Martin. Now, I'm not quite used to it without them. Goodness. I've been out for camps and trips never felt like this before. From yesterday when we all parted, I felt a feeling of like so bored.


I thank God for all the 7 of you.


Godiva - dearest roomate, I miss you so much the drama we always have in our rooms doing silly things, trying to set alarm clock always lying in bed for no reason. Well, we love to sleep, we are always the earliest to sleep room :) Thank God for a room mate like her. We both love SLEEP!!


Sinyi - Thank God for team leader!! Always encouraging and guiding the team and leading the team. I guess, I've seen a different side of you. Cool, DG mate !! I'll tell you the rest when I see u in school or somewhere :)


Winniejoy - alright team staff. It's just like one of us. She leads the team and always remind us that we should not complain or argue because we're not on Holiday. Of course, that's not the point, she teaches things we should not do and explain why and a lot more. Now I've seen the other side of her when she do the funny things. :)


Daniel - Assistant Team leader! I thank God for you for bringing Joy to the team and making us laugh like crazy by saying funny stuff. Probably without you, I say 90% I will have a glum face. You are a super fast learner. I didn't really teach you guitar. But yet you picked it up really fast. Dont get a guitar yet, we can go check guitars out someday when you're free.


Bilson - Bil Bil Ah boy. The ah boy in the team. Always thinking deep, always so helpful in the team. I give you a thumbs up!! Logistics was done so well. All the days we have to travel back together as we stay in the west. I see you grow each time. Spiritual Maturity. I praise God for Him changing you so much. :)


Arlene - Hey you! I miss Arlene! 'How are you?' and 'Are you Ok ?' these words are always from you ensuring that we are fine, if not we'll tell you about it. And I thank God for you sharing with me your struggles and all that night. I remember deeply! Because I dont know. But I miss you ! Taking care of me when I had gastric pain on the first night.


Martin- martini!! I missed doing devotions with you around. Because what you share and pray makes the whole team giggle and laugh. The flipping of the bible !! Missed it. And the both of us walking behind guarding the team. Cheerful friend you are!! I see you in Crusade!! alright:)


They are my treasured teammates and I miss them terribly. Goodness.Anyway, whatever it is up there is in no particular order. I've learnt a lot of all of them. I'll share with you people the days when we are there and what we do :)

‚ô• Friday, March 30, 2007
8:39 PM

Back from Thailand. - there are things meant not to be said here. I can share with you ppl as long you ask

Fourth time out for mission. God worked in my life once again. The call to intercede is confirmed and affirmed. In this trip. He told me, to intercede. So when I'm doing lobby ministry, guess what suddenly, tears streamed down my face. It flowed like a river. Pain was dwelling in my heart. So that's the start of interceding. There's so much more to share. I can't blog it all in one post :). Then there's so many things I've learnt there living with my dearest TEAM MATES! I'm missing them already. But well, we'll be meeting again soon to pray for the seeds sowed for the next 6 mths that they will really come to know the Lord. I learnt a lot! From my team mates and from a non believer.

I guess Uncle Yang, winniejoy and arlene met him and shared the gospel to Him. But it's in chinese because He's from China that's the ministry we went there to do. There he is so wise, not like Singapore Kopitiam uncles. This one. I'll try to type Chinese out. Because this lesson is way cool. For once, I started to learn Chinese once again. Which was excellent. No matter how people think or whatsoever Chinese ain't cool or what. Then I can only say I'm sorry you're losing out on something so big.

Uncle D said mission trip isn't one time but a lifetime. It inspired me, that my life I want to lead a life of Christ. To live is Christ, to die is gain. Just like Paul. Whether I get a big car big house doesn't matter let me say this. I don't want a perfect job or a very recognised job in the world. I realised to live a life like Paul is enough. I lost sight of it once, but now I've found back why I live my life for. To reach these unreached peoples in the world. Given a choice, I certainly would have stayed on in Thailand. Reaching the thais and the rest whom God send. I want to go for God again. but for Long period.

I love you Team mates. I cant write anymore. too much. i'll do the days break down in my next post.. and most importantly PHOTOS !! Loads of photos and my dear team, we are seriously drama kings and queens ... look at the videos.

‚ô• Monday, March 19, 2007
2:56 PM

Point of Difference - Hillsong (All of the Above Album)

the tide is turning
this is redemptions hour
in the midst of a world lost for love
You are all we have now
the lost returning
salvation is all around
in the midst of the world broken down
You are all we have now
for You are God and this hope is ours
so Father open the skies
flood the earth with Your light
this is love
to break the world indifferent

our hearts are burning
a fire that won't burn out
in the midst of a world that's grown cold
You are all we have now
the earth resoundingthe anthem of your reknown
as we lift up our eyes
and look to Your glory

call us out
let the world see
You are God
and this hope is ours
so call us out
let the world see
You are God, as we sing


so Father open the skies
flood the earth with Your light
this is love
to break the world indifferent
as we lift up our eyes
fill our hearts with Your fire
in a world of sin we'll be different, the difference

our eyes are open
every chain now broken
in this world
we are different
let Your love become us
as we live to make You famous
in this world we are different

so call us out
let the world see
You are God,
one and only
in this world
You are all we have now


I decided blog abt this song. God been too Good. somehow, I got all the tracks of the all of the above album. Beautiful songs, I was grumbling when I come back surely the album will be out. So God some how make all of it appear :) thank you God. Now I have all of that in my Mp3 player. Ready to set off to Thailand. Though it looks not safe in Thailand. I wouldn't be bothered by those stuff. God is sending us in, so no worries. Anyway. This song touched me as I am about to go for the mission trip to Thailand because I want to do what He says to let His gospel reach many. Flood the earth with your light, this is love to break the world in different. Let the place I'm going be flooded with God's light for this is the love to change the world a different place :) Alright. I'm holding on to Him. sigh. I hate packing. I really hate it.. PACKING LUGGAGE IS TORTUROUS. I'm very sure, when your mum and dad keep asking did you bring this and that and you'll start panicking..Oh well they meant well .I got to go out to get something. I'm off already :)

‚ô• Tuesday, March 13, 2007
12:45 PM

I'm on a hiatus till I come back from Thailand.

‚ô• Thursday, March 08, 2007
2:31 PM

I'm back again. I seemed to stuck in BLOGGING. the bloggers world :/ I shall give everyone an update on my mission trip 20 March to 30 March.

Southern Cross Project.
Support raising. Occured to me for the first time of my life. It's really been a humbling experience for me. :/ It's really trusting God for the funds. But He has proven he is JEHOVAH JIREH. No doubt. There seemed no way how did my funds came in. I printed my newsletter and I passed many out to brothers and sisters in Christ in church. For the first few weeks I received $250. I still got to raise like $500 more. Then support stopped coming in. But God said trust Him. Then everyone started passing me money last sunday.... Then, I hit my faith target which is the amount I need to raise to go for the trip. He is Jehovah Jireh. Thank you brothers and sisters in Christ for your support. Do support me in Prayers. There's still loads more to do. I'll update again about my trip :)

‚ô• Wednesday, March 07, 2007
8:51 PM

My Tree of Prayer

by Wayne Dillard

God gave the gift of prayer to me,
it was like the seed of a great big tree.
I watered it and watched it grow,
not all at once but rather slow.

My tree of prayer then bore some fruit,
and I was glad it had taken root.
But in this joy that came to me,
I forgot to water my precious tree.

It soon was withered and very sick,
It bore no fruit like an old dry stick.
I felt ashamed of what I'd done,
God's gift to me was a special one.

Not only special to me,
you see,but to the others it could have set free.
I went to God to bear my shame,
and show Him the tree that bore His name.

It made Him sad to see me there,
with my withered little tree of prayer.
His sadness caused my heart to cry,
"Forgive me Lord for letting prayer die."

I laid my tree before His face,
and asked Him to pour out His grace.
He answered with His heart of love,
and renewed my tree from His throne above.

Now everyday I take great care,
to water my precious tree of prayer.


- I will hang in there. Because my GOD saves.

‚ô•
3:09 PM

sigh. feeling down before going for mission trip. :/ I feel like a listless soul roaming in the world. I feel really tired. There's so much to do. I seemed to be drowning in water. It seemed that I can't breathe anymore. Now, have it made an u turn back to what I've been like the everyday busy person. I'm really tired. I design because I love it. But I don't want to design just as a person says so. Then it would not be design. :( DESIGN TO EXPRESS NOT TO IMPRESS. I don't want whatever I made to impress but whatever I want to express be in there. Because that is the true meaning of design. I'm tired. I live in a sea of people yet I'm ignoring each person. It seemed that I don't wish to hear from anyone anymore. Silence seemed to be all that I need....

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3:09 PM

sigh. feeling down before going for mission trip. :/ I feel like a listless soul roaming in the world. I feel really tired. There's so much to do. I seemed to be drowning in water. It seemed that I can't breathe anymore. Now, have it made an u turn back to what I've been like the everyday busy person. I'm really tired. I design because I love it. But I don't want to design just as a person says so. Then it would not be design. :( DESIGN TO EXPRESS NOT TO IMPRESS. I don't want whatever I made to impress but whatever I want to express be in there. Because that is the true meaning of design. I'm tired. I live in a sea of people yet I'm ignoring each person. It seemed that I don't wish to hear from anyone anymore. Silence seemed to be all that I need....

‚ô• Saturday, March 03, 2007
10:15 PM

loads of things been happening. I roamed town today aimlessly. I don't know what's wrong with me. But I realised, God has always been there for me. Even though spiritual warfare is happening in my family since I'm going for a mission trip :( Granny couldn't walk. Uncle going for an operation next week. Both aunties hurt their hands and now dad cut his finger. I seriously think they are Satan's doing. What worsen the situation was datelines of assignments making me so busy and I seemed to be needed in the house if not what's going happen no one knows. But well, I survived. God is there for me. I am still $300 dollars short for the trip. But God is Jehovah Jireh. Thank you Joshua, I asked God help me raise my support. You said you'll support me. Thank you the 2 Papas in Heaven :)

I read Jonah. I'm running away from God above, but yet He doesn't let go. He is a God does not let go even you have let go. Thank you Jesus. Pray for me against spiritual warfare. One of my team member's granny just fell down. This is really spiritual warfare. Thinking it only happen in the mission trip was a wrong conception.. It happens anytime, because Satan just aren't happy with us as we are going to preach the Good News.

I recalled the verse of my life, that Jesus gave.
Then he said to them all:" if anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up is cross daily and follow me." - Lucke 9:23

Denying yourself and taking up his cross daily and follow Him. Things that I've never done before whether I am curious or something I find it interesting it doesn't matter anymore. Denying oneself, it meant not thinking about the needs of one but for others for people. For God's ministry, that's the people of the world who have yet to recognise God the Saviour.

:)

‚ô• Friday, March 02, 2007
1:10 AM

tired. I seemed to be working in a slum all these while after I started fiddling with design, video and stuff. :/ oh well. I realised Dancing is beautifully made by God. Seriously. So wonderful and beautiful. Really. Some videos caught my eye, and I took a whole night looking to download in proper format. that's me. I was thinking of putting some dance quotes but, I don't want to ruin some stuff. Tonight probably another night of research before another project. seems that my life revolves around media. Sometimes, I get really sick of it. But well, still I love to do all these kinds of things. anyone knows where can I get to watch so you think you can dance videos. I gotta stare at more videos.

This whole evening or rather afternoon till now was spent dealing with videos. went down to FMSS to get the DSA video done. Finally it was close at 1920. Came back researched the whole lot on dance. but that opened my eye. dance is art. design is art. music is art as well. Beautiful God. When all 3 comes together. It's a big piece of art. I shall leave a quote for all dancers of God out there. There are more. But decided to reveal this one.

DANCERS ARE ATHLETES OF GOD